Tuesday, August 29, 2006
2:17 PM
HELLO !! i went back to sch today. like OMG sooo much things to do !! HOMEWORK + MAKEUP WORK + NOTES. i was like gg die today.
n i was 6 n a half minutes late for english 9 today. cos i HAD to go to my locker cos my arms were gg break cos all my books were sooo heavy. so after civics i SPEED WALK to my locker. n i look at the tv. ok still hav 4 mins.
n den i try to open my locker but canot open. den i ask someone to hlp me open. den i quickly dump all my books inside n take 2 binders and notebooks n books for physical sci n eng 9.
den i RUN frm the new building to the english hall. VERY FAR !! n den wen i gt thr i still hav to look for my class. wah. hw come my class hav to be in the small little corner tt u canot see ?!
i walk past it like duno hw many times n den i finally found it. n den when i walk into class my teacher was like. ms siew, u are 6 n a half minutes late !! i was like. wah. half a minute u also count ar ?
when she was teaching she ask wat r the characteristics of a model student. den she say the first and most important one, is to be PUNCTUAL. den she look at me. n den the whole class look at me =\
OMG. lucky natalie was like giving me tt kuku face to try to make me laugh if nt den i surely dulan. haha.
but i think overall my day was ok lar. accept during lunch i sat wif elysse kim andrea n some other girls idk n thr was this couple sitting across me. disgusting sia. i think their freshmen n the 2 of them share one plate. den they eat until fucking disgusting n they keep talking bout stupid things n keep spitting
wah. i see only den no appetite alr. den me n elysse n kim keep laughing at them. haha. hope tmr i wun be late for any of my classes =)
Sunday, August 27, 2006
11:01 AM
for all those ppl out thr who are trying to lose weight. i have ALOT of motivation n inspiration for u. lols. but here are some tips.
- cold water burns calories and warm water makes u feel full
- eat negetive calorie foods like apples and oranges n stuff like tt
- work with ppl while jian fei-ing. [ like my sisters] haha
n pics for u to WAN to be skin
ny !! when u see the pics ur gg freak out . hw can ppl be soooo fat? OMG .. dun throw up after u see it. its motivation for u =) haha
hw can ppl be sooo fat ? OMG it freaks me out .. n they're still eating cake n ice cream .. i dont feel sorry for them. nt even a little bit
7:34 AM
i've been too fucking sick to update my blog me mel n ber are talking bout what we dun like bout our life. like everything all out. n the biggest thing tt i hate bout my life is AMERICA. hais. i keep living my life thinking tt i will move back to sg. but i dont even knw if we're gg move back.
hais. i left soo many things behind in sg thinking i would go back to it. always thinking tt i will fucking move back. but i rly dont think tt i will move back. it will be like my ultimate dream to move back to singapore. i will ask for nth more if i move back. i just wanna go back !! tts hw bad i wanna be back in sg.
i rly rly rly hate his life. always soo stressed up. thinking bout everything tts happening in sg. n my parents will nvr understand it. they think tt i wanna go back to sg just cos its fun n everything. but its nt only because of tt !! nobody will ever understand y i wanna move back.
everybody must hlp me pray tt i will move back k ... LOVE U GUYS
i love ZW its our 1 mth today but we were only together for 10 days. hais
Thursday, August 24, 2006
5:35 PM
aiya. nvm lar. i type 2 times also canot see how big they were. but they were as long as my pinky finger the top part. whr ur nails are tt part. tmr i take pic n let u all see. den u all will knw hw xinku it is to swallow pills
5:32 PM
the pills were not l l big. they were like l l this big. serious ly. if i have to eat them tmr i take pic for u all to see. they were like super big!!
5:03 PM
i feel like im gg fucking hav a heart attack or stroke or seizure or smth any minute. my head is like pounding like my brains gg jump out or my head is gg bao zha. its sooo super pain n my throat n ears are soo fucking pain. n I HAV SCH TMR!!
my daddy ask me to go eat medicine. den when i go dwnstairs. hav TWO super big pills istting on the table. they wan me to swallow pills. siao ar. the pills were like l l this big lor. rly rly. im NOT being kua zhang. in plastic n green color. den he keep forcing me n shouting at me. they alr knw tt i canot swallow pills they wan me to swallow tt big thing. TWO somemore !!
den i started crying den he ask me to chew it somemore. chew ?! siao ar ? den he keep forcing me den i started crying cos i rly rly canot swallow n im scared of swallowing also. den my mother keep laughing at me. den i was like laugh for wat? den she say laughing at this email. den i look at her laptop. shes looking at bedsheets still say wat email. n den my fucking brother keep making fun of me. like he can swallow pills liddat.
people scared of heights n spiders n things like tt. im scared of pills canot ar? ppl ask me to swallow pills only den i start crying alr.
den in the end my daddy cut the 2 pills n put in a LITTLE bit of sprite. n den when he was cutting he go n taste the gel stuff inside the pill n give me tt disgusting face. i cry even more !! den he still keep saying tt i waste alot. 2 pills like 1 pill liddat. stupid lar. canot swaloow means canot swallow. i dun care if i waste or nt lor. i die also wun swallow. even if i will try to swallow i also canot swallow. so wat they wan to do ?
den he still go n mix the thing n den when i drink i feel like throwing up !! the thing is like super bitter. canot even explain it. super super SUPER BITTER. n now is only 8.21 n they wan me to go n slp. i canot take it liao lar.
i HATE being sick !! cos i hav to TRY to swallow pills or drink those kids medicine tt taste super duper bad. or crush those pills tt can crush n put in water n drink. or chew the plastic type until the plastic break n swallow the gel stuff inside or cut it open n drink it in water. VERY DISGUSTING !!!
i better nt get cancer when i get older if not den i surely die cos i wun swallow any of the pills they give me. I WUN EVER SWALLOW PILLS !!
im gg go slp. my head is gg bao zha if i dun slp. pray tt i stay sick so tt i dun nd to go to sch. hlp me pray tt i dun hav to take medicine anymore. MEDICINES SUCK
10:39 AM
i was too lazy to post the last few days cos
i tried to post like 2 days ago but i my com
suddenly shut dwn so i lost my post n i was
to lazy to write another one. so heres wat i did
the last few days
TUESDAY - went to meet julie n hailey at icehouse
jack n alex were thr too. n we like danced n talked
n sand the whole time.
WEDNESDAY - went to the gym n did spinning.
omg. i felt like i was gg throw up !! the resistance
was like so high n we hav to keep up our speed.
but it was a good work out. n den i went home n tried
to eat healthy. so i had a salad.
today i woke up early n went online n talked to
jas, mel , xiao an n bernard. haha. FUN !!
at first we acted like typical ppl n started
typing like this : iie miishhex eeu worx. moii lurbbiesx
eeu. HAHA.
& we invite si hui n xiao hao n make fun
of them. haha
n den we acted like nerds. den i put my nick as :
ROCKET SCIENTIST . . i LOVE reading. HARRY POTTER ROCKS !!
what does fuck mean? is there a scientific explanation?
n den we acted as low class chao ah lians
my nick :
- CHAO AH LIAN . . 369 ROCKS . SALAGAU . andy&jas&bernard's gina .
- CHAO AH LIAN . . 369 ROCKS . SALAGAU . andy&jas&bernard's gina .
fucking gina tao.anybody hav CIGARTTES OR DRUGS ??ยจ= says:
HAHA. n den everybody started asking me.
' RACHAEL, what happen to u ?' haha
i <3>
today me n jas agreed tt we're gg lose weight tgt
n be almost anorexic. n see who dies first. haha
cos i saw this website n it had tips for pro ana
5. Feel your bones. Just wrap your fingers around
your wrists or along your collarbone. This will help
you realize that you're making progress and will also
deter you from eating because you don't want to lose
those bones, do you?
6. Pick a time every night that you will not eat after.
Most people recommend that you not eat after 6 pm,
but if your family makes you sit down with them at
6:30 or so, this obviously isn't practical.
So choose a time that works for you.
13. Follow the "Thin Commandments"
If you aren't thin, you're ugly.
Being thin is way more important than being healthy.
You must do anything to make yourself look thinner.
Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
Thou shall not eat fattening foods without punishing
yourself accordingly.
Thou shall always count calories.
The scale is everything.
Losing=Life, Gaining=Death
You must become thin.
Being thin and perfect are signs of true determination
so if u wanna become anerexic, those are tips for u.
sch starts tmr n i havnt thought of wat im
gg wear to sch !! i was gg wear a skirt n a cute
top but my mom says its too short.
so ill wear jeans wif some thing. idk yet.
n my hair. i think ill just let it be like normal
n i nd to repaint my nails cos thr all chipping.
sch starts tmr n i havn finish reading my summer
reading books !!
hais. i dowan sch to start. sch start den i canot
online so often. sian lar. haha
i took new pics tt day cos i was sian
so here are the pics. thrs more on friendster =)
i was trying to act typical .. lols
Monday, August 21, 2006
5:54 PM
last nite i has THE weirdest dream ever.
i dreamt tt me n my sister died.
i died cos xiaoger injected me wif smth n
my sister died cos of car crash ..
SCARY SIA. i woke up in the morning n i was CRYING
n den when i was a ghost its like a normal person
only tt ppl canot see me n canot hear me talk.
den i use post it notes to talk to ppl.
n den at my funeral they din play those kinda sad sad
songs. they played christina aguilera - aint no other man
n den the whole place was pink.
mel n jas were like crying alot. n den i went to hug them
but they canot see me .. lols
at the funeral ZW keep saying woaini woaini n den
when i was gg in to burn he say wait for me.
n den the nxt day he went to kill himself. =\
WEIRD SIA !! first time i cry cos of my dream.
only stupid ppl like me will hav stupid dreams like this.
n den my sister wanted to drive herself back to college
den i was like NO ! u better dun drive thr by urself !!
n dne the first thing i did when i woke up was
go to my sisters room n make sure shes nt dead.
HAHA. i tried to slp somemore n continue the
dream cos i wanna see if i go to heaven or hell
budden i dun remb my dream ..
i did nth the whole day.
i had to stay at home n look aftr my brother
n den he suddenly said. 'rachael, can i tie ur hair ?'
den i said ok
i dreamt tt me n my sister died.
i died cos xiaoger injected me wif smth n
my sister died cos of car crash ..
SCARY SIA. i woke up in the morning n i was CRYING
n den when i was a ghost its like a normal person
only tt ppl canot see me n canot hear me talk.
den i use post it notes to talk to ppl.
n den at my funeral they din play those kinda sad sad
songs. they played christina aguilera - aint no other man
n den the whole place was pink.
mel n jas were like crying alot. n den i went to hug them
but they canot see me .. lols
at the funeral ZW keep saying woaini woaini n den
when i was gg in to burn he say wait for me.
n den the nxt day he went to kill himself. =\
WEIRD SIA !! first time i cry cos of my dream.
only stupid ppl like me will hav stupid dreams like this.
n den my sister wanted to drive herself back to college
den i was like NO ! u better dun drive thr by urself !!
n dne the first thing i did when i woke up was
go to my sisters room n make sure shes nt dead.
HAHA. i tried to slp somemore n continue the
dream cos i wanna see if i go to heaven or hell
budden i dun remb my dream ..
i did nth the whole day.
i had to stay at home n look aftr my brother
n den he suddenly said. 'rachael, can i tie ur hair ?'
den i said ok
nicer den tt time mel tie for me right ? haha
he din rly tie it lar. he just clip alot of clips =)
Sunday, August 20, 2006
7:28 PM
today i woke up at like 10+ cos my stupid sister
was talking on the phone like sooo super duper loud n laughing
even louder. so i woke up n went dwnstairs to look for everybody.
when i stepped out of my room i was like. wah, hw come so quiet
whrs everybody? den i run up n dwn go to every room den i canot
find them. so in the end i called my daddy n den he said hes outside =\
n den aftr tt i went to the bonus room to use the computer, hoping
to talk to ZW. budden ian say tt he call him n say tt he canot online.
n den aftr tt ian say he call agn n say tt he maybe can online.
so i wait n wait until like 2+ den i went back to my room to slp
cos i was angry wif my dad.
tt was like the best slp i ever had. i felt soo gd aftr tt.
i slpt until like 4+ n den i had to wake up n get ready to go to
church. so i basically wasted the whole day doing nth except
slping. i TRIED to read my book - fariehgnheit 451. but i fell
aslp =\
aftr church i went out for dinner wif my family.
we went to hams n i got bacon cheese fries n shared a mini
burger n chips wif my brother. i love hams =)
aftr tt i went home n watched 'one last thing'
nice =) its bout this guy whos gg die. n den he has one
last wish. n den he wish to spend one weekend wif
a supermodel. but the supermodel say tt she canot do tt
so he keep trying n trying. n den in the end the supermodel
went to spend time wif him n he died in his slp smiling =)
n den the supernodel realised tt she loves tt guy.
wat would be ur last wish if u were gg die?
i think mine is uhh.. i think i wanna go back to singapore
n hav a party n invite everybody i knw. see all of them
one last time. n den die nxt to ZW =) haha
budden wat if someone u love die in front of u
ill prob like go crazy n hav to go to
woodbridge hospital .. haha. maybe lar =)
sch starts on friday !!
im soo nt ready for sch. hais
i havnt picked out my outfit for sch.
i nd to start thinking
I LOVE ZW
2:06 AM
im soo bored. i change my blog skin agn cos
the other one is like soo super hard to read
what i type n im super duper chao ji bbq sian !!
my dad keeps asking me to go slp but its sat nite .
y must i slp so early ? haha. i just finished reading
one of my summer reading requirements for high sch
n its like sooo super duper BORING !!
i fell aslp like 5 times reading tt book .. =\
n i still hav ANOTHER one to read !! high sch sucks !!
middle sch sucked for me too . all schs suck .
esp SUMMER READING REQUIREMENTS !!
time nds to past FASTER !! n i nd to stop doing all
these stupid things. haha. just nw i was soo bored
i turned on the music in my room n danced for like
1 hr !! i told u i hav no life .. haha
n i saw shes the man .. agn !! its kinda stupid but
its nice. if i can play soccer like her, den it will be
GREAT ! im like useless to my team . n i just play for
fun n for excercise. haha. i nd to start training
i cant upload any pics. somethings wrong wif my com.
cos i cant use msn msngr n windows live msngr ..
TTS SOO STUPID !! i cant see dps for send ppl nudges
n stuff liddat .. STUPID COM
im gg talk to jess bout her NEW GUY
n den im gg slp. so GOOD NITE .
for me lar. i think its like 2pm in the afternoon in sg =)
1) How old do you wish you were?
umm .. 18 !!
2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
idk .. in my room ?
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
say stupid machine n walk off
4) Do you consider yourself kind?
nt rly .. i wouldnt say so
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
umm. idk hip bones? n if i get one, it will be a crown
6) If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be?
FRENCH ! den i wont EVER have to study for french tests anymore
7) Do you know your neighbors?
yeah. ones called mr brown. n the other one is .. idk. but we call them noisy neighbor.
the rest of the houses idk
8) What do you consider a vacation?
shopping, tanning and FUN =)
9) Do you follow your horoscope?
no .. who does tt ?
10) Would you move for the person you loved?
if it was singapore, definitely. anything to get out of this boring city
11) Are you touchy feely?
huh ? i guess nt
12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
yeah, kinda. it happens sometimes
13) Dream job?
umm. orthodontist, air stewardess or smth where u get to wear nice cute office clothes
to work n they pay u alot. HAHA
14) Favorite channel(s)?
mtv, vh1 n E!
15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
icehouse, or carly's lakehouse
16) Showers or Baths?
depends. see if i hav the time nt
17) Do you paint your own nails?
most of the time. but i like manicures n pedicures =)
18) Do you trust people easily?
nt rly .. depends
19) What are your phobias?
insectophopia( insects. duno wat its called), n bookophobia( i dont like books!
esp SUMMER READING BOOKS =\)
20) Do you want kids?
sometime,someday. but i just want a cute little one to play wif for like one day. n den
i can return it to the owner =) [ kids are troublesome n stupid]
21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
no .. wat for ?
22) Where would you rather be right now?
SINGAPORE !!
23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
my blanket
24) Heavy or light sleeper?
HEAVY !! def heavy !
25) Are you paranoid?
nt rly. sometimes someones gg brk into the house. SOMETIMES ONLY
26) Are you impatient?
YAR !! ppl can wait for me but i cant wait for ppl =)
27.) who can you relate to?
mel, jas, an, ping, jess, julie, christa, klaire, ashley, kelsey. alot of ppl lar
28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
kinda weird but i dont rly care ..
29) Have you been burned by love?
burned ? as in like fire ? no ..
30) Whats your life motto?
uhh .. do watever u wan whenever =)
31) Whats your main ring tone on your mobile?
sparkles
32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
slping ? or reading my summer reading book? i think i read until i fell aslp =)
33) Who was your last text message from?
idk
34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine
35) What color shirt are you wearing?
my kernodle shirt. sch colors, grey n navy wif my name in pink on it
37) Name three things you have on you at all times:
money, lipgloss, phone
38.) What color are your bed sheets?
PINK !!
39) How much cash do you have on you right now?
uhh .. like 60+ ? nt sure
40) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
white meat. has the least fat =)
41) Whats your favorite town/city?
SINGAPORE !!
42) I can't wait till?
2 YEARS !! ill be back in sg in 2 yrs =)
43) Who got you to join Friendster?
uhh .. jas or mel? i think both
44) What did you have for dinner last night?
cheesebuger con queso, chicken fajitas, apple pie wif icecream n a super duper chao
ji bbq huge mud pie. i had fries also. the whole family went to red robin
45) How tall are you barefoot?
umm .. 160 ? idk
46) Have you ever smoked heroin?
NO ! i dont do drugs !!
47) Do you own a gun?
toy gun =) haha
48) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
cold chocolate wif hersheys chocolate syrup =) every morning
49) What is your secret weapon to lure in theopposite sex?
huh .. me ?
50) Do you have A.D.D.?
def nt. u shd see my room =\
51) What time did you wake up today?
umm .. 8+9+
52) Current worry?
getting lost in high sch. the campus is like super duper chao ji bbq BIG !!
53) Current hate?
uhh .. i forgt who i hate.
54) Favorite place to be?
SINGAPORE !! the playground near hougang mal =)
55) Where would you like to travel?
SINGAPORE !!
56) What do you think you'll be like in 10 yrs?
ill be in a super duper chao ji bbq BIG HOUSE wif 10 servants n ill have a mini cooper
and a chaufeur =)
57) last thing you ate?
green apple avacado wif shrimp salad
58) last thing u wore?
uhh .. abercrombie shirt n black soffees
59) Last person that made you laugh?
the fat girl when she fell !! HAHA
60) Worst injury you've ever had?
sprained my ankle at occer n i had to play the match the nxt day =\
61) Does someone have a crush on you?
jabez ? hahah
62) What is your favorite candy?
uhh .. BABY BOTTLE POP =) haha
63) What song do you want played at your funeral?
aint no other man. christina aguilera. or some other song saying tt im soo great =) haha
Saturday, August 19, 2006
9:16 PM
today i woke up at bout
8+ but i pretended to be slpin
n finish reading my book in
my room.
if nt den i owe my mom $18
n den went online n talk to
mel i miss her soo much !!
we like grew up together n
it just feels so weird to
suddenly nt hav her.
i miss her the most !
we've knwn each other
since kindergarden. n i still
remb us dancing greece lightning
in k2.
n we sing barbie girl on
the bus everyday when we go
home in k2.
we've been in the same
class since nursery until P4
i just LOVE her!
im dedicating this post
to her =)
anyways. today i went
to meet julie n elizabeth
to go ice skating.
i was late so by the time
i gt thr they were alr skating
n den when they saw me
they started screaming n
like rushed to me.
n they like knocked 2 ppl
over n the guy tt fell was
like wtf ?! haha
we were like being super
mean today
cos thrs this girl at the
rink tt we dont like.
cos she keeps annoying us
so we call her 'the fat girl'
she rly is fat n her hair
is like KACHANGE PUTEH !
n she has like super huge
nehs. n shes soo super
duper chao ji bbq
annoying. cant stand her
den the fat girl had to
skate in front of everybody
today but she was like being
phsyco n like talking to herself
when she was waiting for the
music to start.
n like duno wat she was doing lar.
but me n julie were like
' OMG look at the fat girl'
n den we started laughing
n den once she start, like 2
seconds after tt. SHE FELL !!
in front of everybody.
n den me n julie kept
laughing. n den these girls
beside us kept saying we
are soo mean.
n den like 3 seconds after
the fat girl fell, she fell
agn. n den me n julie n
elizabeth start laughing
like sooo loud. HAHA
n den the fat girl started
crying cos like almost everybody
was laughing. n she just walked
off the ice. haha.
n den me n julie started
laughing EVEN LOUDER !
haha. =)
tt was like the funnest part
of the whole day =)
n den aftr tt we went to get
cappucinos n like hung out
in the cafeteria.
n the fat girl was still
crying !! den duno y julie
felt soo bad, but she went
to go n try to comfort tt girl.
n den me n elizabeth were like
'dont do tt julie. dont be a
hypocrite' n den all of us started
laughing agn.
n den the britney spears
music came on n den we
started dancing in front of
everybody !
haha. i LOVE them !!
we call each other
'skating buddies' cos
we only see each other
every sat at icehouse.
but i still love them soo
much !!
all girls are bitches.
it just depends on how
bitchy u are .. =)
ting, ping, an, jess, mel
UR WAT I LIVE FOR !
I LOVE ZW
Friday, August 18, 2006
8:51 AM
im soo bore! instead of flooding other ppls
testis n TBs ill flood my own blog.
more things for u guys to read yeah?
i miss SINGAPORE!
in singapore when im bored i can
just call anybody n make them talk
to me until like 5am . HAHA
& when im bored i can go n chao
n kp my sisters =)
its soo fun to irritate them.
or i can make fun of eunice & start
talking kou chi ..
tts even funner =)
but over here, all i can do is go watch
a movie, go eat lunch, go to my friends hse,
or just stay at home n slp.
tts my life, which is basically life-less
& when sch starts, it will be life-less-er
at least soccer seasons coming,
& i have skating on saturdays,
& gym everyday =)
sports run my life. tts the ONLY thing
i look forward to everyday. besides shopping
& watching tv & going to hams wif my friends
hams is like the hougang mall here.
EVERYBODY goes to hams to eat dinner
almost every friday n den goes n watch a movie
n den slp over at friends hse
we have a totally BORING lifestyle
not only boring but expensive too.
nth here can EVER be compared to singapore
but i guess i hav to suck it up
cos this IS my life n i just hav to get
used to it. i wanna move to another city
or state sooo bad !!
another 2yrs n ill be back in singapore ..
but ill have to come back. but its still smth
to look forward to =)
Thursday, August 17, 2006
5:06 PM
i just lost everything i wrote hais. anyways
this morning i woke up at bout 9+ i duno y im
still like tti fall aslp at about 6+7+8+ every night n
i wake up at bout 8+ 9 every morning.
its been liddat ever since i came back ..
i woke up and then went online, like everyday lar.
nth specialbut this morning everybody keep kp-ing me!
shawn say he wanna die or surrender or kill himself or
duno wat lar. n den my mother ask
me to eat lunch at 10.42am ! siao ar?
i said ' u wanna eat lunch at 10.42am?
all the restaurants are not even open'
den she say ' who say? go read ur book lar!'
so today i have to finish reading my book if
not i owe her $18.STUPID !
wah! im watching food network nw!
i feel like eating !but i alr said tt im not eating dinner.
so i canot eat. haha
today we ate lunch at rearn thai. some thai
restaurant tt opens at 11am
so my mom won .. =\ but i had pad thai NICE !
n den after tt we went to old navy and i got 2 camis n
a i also duno wat ..a shirt kinda thing wif a hood .
duno hw to say lar
i keep trying to upload pics but canot upload.
nw xiao an's steading wif justin.
duno who he is but he seems nice. haha
I MISS MY SISTERS !!
and i miss kp-ing n chao-ing them
veh fun =)
orientation ystrday was BAD !
we spent 6++ hours in sch doing nth !
the only thing tt makes sense
all day was when we had to walk to our classes.
OMG ! i was like REALLY LOST !
the freaking sch is so big and they have like all these diff
halls. duno wat english hall, echo hall
n den cultural arts building, tech n smth smth building,
new n old building n TRAILERS !!
i have TWO [ not 1 but 2] trailer classes !
so i have to walk outside to get to my classes
n if its raining i hav to carry my books n run
n my locker is like nowhere near ANY of my classes
so i have to carry ALL my books. n we only have
7 mins to switch classes
so i have to like RUN to all my classes cos my
classes are like sooo far away!
n the hallways r gonna be jammed so the
fastest way to get to class is to walk
outside in the heat/cold
me n christa were supposed to go watch
a movie n den go for dinner aftr tt.
but we were both being bitchy
so we din rly get along ystrday.britney guerra too.
so in the end i gave her a ride home n told her i cant go out
sorry christa =)
I LOVE ZW <33
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
4:25 PM
i need to stop eating all these american food . i duno why i have no appetite to eat in singapore n dne when i come back here.. i like CHIONG on food. so nw i need to CHIONG at the gym .. i wanna maintain my weight .. cos american girls are like super skinny and they have super long and lean legs when they dont even workout .. NOT FAIR ! i need to start doing my situps and pushups and squats again everyday to stay fit n gain more muscles cos my mom keeps saying that i look like nicole richie ( anorexic ) and i totally disagree cos i have fat thighs and im not as thin and i weigh lesser than her ! and im about the same height too . soo not fair. american girls can like weigh soo super much but their body stays in shape .. while we asian girls have to work for it .. i just put on 1.5 kg in 1 week [ so much for the weight i lost in singapore] my eating habits suck ! maybe because im at home too much n when im bored i snack on honey roasted anchovies n chocolate bars .. lols . n today i ate half a chicken bake and half a cheeseburger(actually 1 quarter)for lunch, a 100 calories pack of goldfish, half of my brothers nachos , some meat and 3 dumplings for dinner i keep eating even though im not hungry .. i need to STOP ! i dont wanna go back to singapore looking fat and chubby . lols and i found my motivation to stay skinny .. i wanna be an air stewardess when i grow up .. so i need to stay this way. or maybe put on just a LITTLE bit of weight
3:33 PM
i went ice skating today . heh .. NOT GOOD ! i fell like at least 3 times n i cant do anything !! i cant even land my waltz jump ! the most i can do is like a scratch spin .. i need to PRACTICE alot ! i need to wake up early tmr morning .. about 7. hopefully my alarm clock rings n i HEAR it ring.. hais . nw theres nobody to miss call me like 20 times every morning to wake me up .. =( orientation tmr ! kinda sorta excited but kinda nervous =\ n i havnt thought of wat im gonna wear tmr .. or for the first day of sch.. i finally hav plans for tmr ! aftr orientation me n christa r gonna go watch john tucker must die n den go for dinner at hams. n den shes gonna come slp over so i probably wont be online on thursday
Sunday, August 13, 2006
6:09 PM
i din feel like typing ystrday cos i think i was angry wif my brother .. or smth lar. nt sure. but ystrday we went to the lakehouse ! soo fun ! we went to swim in the lake n den we went TUBING ! OMG .. soo fun ! its like u get on this round float kinda thing n den they hook it up to a boat. n den the boat goes super fast n u just try to stay on the tube n nt fall off. its veh fun budden after awhile ur knuckles turn white cos u hav to hold on super tight if not u fall off. so after we went, me maine n joel all keep asking my daddy to buy us a lakehouse. n den i told my daddy tt if we get a lakehouse den i want a jetski for my birthday present =) n den he was like ' u think jetski $100 ar? ' haha . so tt means no .. hais. but it was fun =) oh yeah . today i was bored cos my daddy keep hogging the computer so i started cam whoring .. again. n den i got bored agn so i turn the stereo on like SUPER loud n started jumping around n dancing n singing [ more like screaming] haha anyways .. here are the new pics FYI [ i was REALLY cam whoring, so there are some stupid pics .. dun laugh]
friendster is getting stupider n stupider . the more they change it the stupider it gets lor . i wanna kill mr friendster. haha. myspace is even suckier ! hais. my computer sucks too . msn sucks even more ! i canot even use msn on my laptop n this com. SUCKS !!
Saturday, August 12, 2006
2:47 AM
YAY ! i finished packing my room ! the end results ..
the old clothes went into my sisters closet
i stuffed everything in my closet
my beauty stuff .. nice right ?
ALMOST nothing on the floor
nothing on my bed =)
makeup n jewelry <33
my table still a bit messy but nvm .. nobody cares
im soo proud of wo ma ma de nu er! i finish packing my room ! budden after a few days its gg be messy agn .. =\ i dun even knw y i bother packing .. waste my time but veh nice right ? haha when my mommy sees it .. she'll me sooo happy =) haha. oh yeah . n i just realised i left ALOT of things in singapore. my red high heel shoes [ mels hse] my striped hairband n spagetti strap shirt [ jas hse] my nc state t shirt [ mels hse] my bikini [ grandmas hse] my eyebrow pencil [ mels hse] n someppl owe my money too ! haha nvm lar . give u all =) nw im still reading a seperate peace .. im on page 3 .. =\ hais . if any of u read a seperate peace or fahrenheit 451 before .. tell me wats he story k ? i hate reading books lor. n i need to read TWO BOOKS in 1 week !! siao ar ?
i see books only i sian alr . somemore nw hav TWO BOOKS ! even sianer . but cant hlp it .. must read . hais somemore the books soo boring . SCHOOL SUCKS .. and it hasnt even started yet ..
oh yeah .. i got my schedule for my high school classes
i havnt called any of my friends to see whos in any of my classes but french! im sick of french alr n its my only elective. i better get a good grade in tt class since im retaking the whole thing ! it better be easy .. HIGH SCHOOL BETTER BE FUN ! =\
1:50 AM
i have soo much things to do .. but im nt in the mood to do anything . i only feel like slping and talking on the phone with ZW . hais . so i din do anything these past few days. only pack my room. it was like kachang puteh! soo messy
n den it got messiER
n messier-ER
my closet .. kachang puteh !!
my closet hav no space alr !!
how to fit all these clothes in =\
so ive been speneding about 4 days trying to pack my room .. but still havn pack finish yet .. n i have soo many things to do ! i need to read 2 books for summer reading cos we hav a test when sch reopens, shop for sch stuff, go for orientation n open house. n i have like 1 n a half weeks to finish reading 2 stupid books about world war 2 . supposed to be 3 .. =\ im alr stressed out when sch hasnt even started ! n im alr starting to HATE HIGH SCHOOL ! hais. but we're going to the lakehouse today =) so hopefully i get to suntan and get a little darker before sch starts. n i havnt even called my friends and told them im back alr ! i think i need to call them today. =)
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
pictures from the singapore n malaysia trip
3:22 AM
greensboro sucks !!
welcome home .. =(
going to los angeles
still havn reach yet .. 19 hrs alr ..
listening on the plane =)
wat if my plane rly crash ar ?
in case my plane crashes
NO smoking =)
taipei ..
me n maine cam whoring on the plane
soo bored on the plane ..
going to taipei ..
i was crying =\
bye bye singapore !! ill miss u <33
PAI KIA ! haha =)
at the airport =(
i love u <33
yar .. me n the noobshit agn
and shawn .. noobshit =\
makeup
haha . me n mel at mels hse
im still a child <33
at compass point . =)
in the diaper changing room . haha
haha . copying AH FAT !!
i alr gave him back the jacket
haha .. talking on the phone
OMFG ! jas n mel kissing ?!
melissa n melissa =)
wo de nu er. cute right ? <33
EE ! eric !! yucks
eunice n joanne <33
HAHA ! steven lims armpit hair !!
mighty 6 minus jess
stevin lim plucking xiaoans eyebrows =\
mighty 6 .. whrs jESS ?
at JESS hse. trying to copy sihuis pics ..
nt bad lar. look like sihui =) haha
im using all the pics tt i hav. FUGLY !!
i was bored .. =\
i was VERY bored .. i nd a hobby =)
desmond n jason & some bananas
mahjong .. AGN! nw i knw hw to play liao =)
desmond tohs birthday cake ..
ice skating !!
regina's birthday cake .. i buy one lehs !! =)
reginas birthday
we were bored .. =\ haha
on the bus .. going to .. i also duno whr
bryan sean ME
at some waterfall in malaysia
bryan sean daniel theodoric arron ME germaine tommy n some little kids .. =\
=) haha . at some cactus place in malaysia
malaysia hav all these bo liao places ..
n den we so bo liao go to all of them
eh .. big neh ! ok la .. quite small lar
butterfly on my hair =) butterflies love me lar strawberries in honey .. veh nice leh
[ actually all is they catch and put on me one ] too bad america oso dun hav .. =(
haha america everything oso dun hav sia
butterfly on my hand =)
bryan go catch n put on my hand
trying to copy tt big flower pot at some
flower place in malaysia .. haha
veh stupid
going to malaysia .. n slping on the bus =)
my hair super messy
first family reunion after 2 yrs ..
TOKYO !! green tea kit kat .. just arrived in singapore !!
veh nice eh .. i ate like almost the whole EE !! my hair ..
packet .. haha haha ..im soo dark =)
too bad america n singapore dun hav
YAY !! bye bye america going to tokyo !!
i wont miss this place .. =\ its gonna be the best summer ever !!
at los angeles airport
