Tuesday, August 28, 2007
8:04 PM
MIDNIGHT CRAVINGS
I was having a super midnight craving for cereal ..
so, here i am,
sitting in front of the computer,
trying to blog about my first day at school,
while eating cereal with mountains of sugar from a cup.
im such a sugarholic.
probably the best candidate for cancer,
or diabetes,
not like im stating that i want to get it ..
anyways,
school today, was ..
alright i guess.
not really what i expected it to be.
but i guess things can't really go MY way,
considering my hideous face,
covered with chicken pox scabs and scars ..
i feel sooo fugly .
im sick of school already ..
can you imagine that?
my classes are superly hard,
and my teachers are bitches.
total bitches.
as always,
i get a bunch of snobby little fugly teachers,
that are seriously in need of a life and
a serious case of needing to get laid ..
okkk, whatever ..
i know the classes are hard,
because i chose to take those hard classes,
but i mean ..
telling us that its a college level class?
now, thats going wayyy too far.
i can already tell im gonna hate AP world,
but at least i'll be able to go to school and show off my new outfits (:
if only my face wasn't covered with scabs ..
i might just peel all the fugly little red dots
off my face tonight,
regardless of the scars they're gonna leave.
i mean ..
thats what scar creams and laser treatments are for right?
and makeupp ..
it always helps everything (:
night guys ..
im done with my midnight snack.
off to bed (:
I was having a super midnight craving for cereal ..
so, here i am,
sitting in front of the computer,
trying to blog about my first day at school,
while eating cereal with mountains of sugar from a cup.
im such a sugarholic.
probably the best candidate for cancer,
or diabetes,
not like im stating that i want to get it ..
anyways,
school today, was ..
alright i guess.
not really what i expected it to be.
but i guess things can't really go MY way,
considering my hideous face,
covered with chicken pox scabs and scars ..
i feel sooo fugly .
im sick of school already ..
can you imagine that?
my classes are superly hard,
and my teachers are bitches.
total bitches.
as always,
i get a bunch of snobby little fugly teachers,
that are seriously in need of a life and
a serious case of needing to get laid ..
okkk, whatever ..
i know the classes are hard,
because i chose to take those hard classes,
but i mean ..
telling us that its a college level class?
now, thats going wayyy too far.
i can already tell im gonna hate AP world,
but at least i'll be able to go to school and show off my new outfits (:
if only my face wasn't covered with scabs ..
i might just peel all the fugly little red dots
off my face tonight,
regardless of the scars they're gonna leave.
i mean ..
thats what scar creams and laser treatments are for right?
and makeupp ..
it always helps everything (:
night guys ..
im done with my midnight snack.
off to bed (:
Monday, August 27, 2007
7:18 PM
before school nerves.
its really pissing me off ..
my sister took my nail polish remover to college,
i can't find my other one.
jake's giving me a hard time about talking to
skyler more than i talk to him.
i got in a huge fight with my mom so im gonna have
to take the bus to school tomorrow,
pissing me offfffff.
school better go perfect tomorrow,
if not,
i'll cry.
12:09 PM
is overrrrrrrrrrr !!!tomorrow marks the official end of summerrrrrr!
soo its
goodbye summer,
hellooo DRAMA
IM GONNA MISS YOUUUU
ALRIGHT ..
i know, iknowiknowiknow.
im a stupid person who has a very pretty blog ..
buttt rarely blogs ..
well, life has been rather boring,
and itchy, as a matter of fact ..
butt, i decided im officially OVERRR the stupid chicken pox,
even though im really not,
but im still going to go to school tomorrow,
with makeup caked on my face to hide all my chicken pox ..
thank godd for makeup huh?
anyways,
i just got back from gill's
and we pciked out all her outfits for the whole of this week.
andd, we picked out mine (:
its superly cute,
even though its not new,
but well, fairly neww.
the outfit for tuesday (first day of schoolllll)
is:
even though just about every normal, non-emo/punk
girl wears on the first day of school.
i guess its kind of a rule huh?
to make it easier for guys to compare us?
the things we do to get attention from guys ..
gill's outfit is superly cute too.
its an abercrombie skirt and an abercrombie tanktop with her new
plaid holister bag and new holister flipflops ..
and im getting up early and popping over to her house for breakfast
and to make sure we both look good for school.
haha.
i love it (:
the excitement of the first day of school,
all the new people,
new classes,
new hot guys to stare at ..
and definately the new weird teachers .
well,
ill be a solphmore this year,
sooo im a freshie nooo more (:
im moving up in life dudee.
literally .
well, we're having a sleepover at the cabin this weekend,
with jake skyler and gill,
to gossip about all the new people and stuff like that,
which is gonna be AWESOME .
i love my friends mucho gusto.
end of story.
and lunch this year is gonna be superly awesome,
because all of us are in thee same lunch (:
we don't have any classes together though,
except for me and jake.
we have bio and english togetherr.
and all our lockers are together.
well, not together literally, but in the same building at least ..
me and jakes are on the bottom floor of the new building,
and skylers and gills are on the top floor.
and my lockers gonna be AWESOME,
basically communication central,
like how our pe lockers were last year ..
we got cork boards and they all have our name on them,
and they're going in my locker so that it will be easier to post
sticky notes.
and they all have my locker combination,
which i dontt.
lol.
and i have a top locker this yearr (:
alright.
this is a superly long postt,
i think.
and i need to go paint my nails for school tomorrow.
still havnt decided on what color though.
but this post is definately dedicated to :
SUMMER '07
you've been fucking awesome,
and i can't wait till next year (:
im a stupid person who has a very pretty blog ..
buttt rarely blogs ..
well, life has been rather boring,
and itchy, as a matter of fact ..
butt, i decided im officially OVERRR the stupid chicken pox,
even though im really not,
but im still going to go to school tomorrow,
with makeup caked on my face to hide all my chicken pox ..
thank godd for makeup huh?
anyways,
i just got back from gill's
and we pciked out all her outfits for the whole of this week.
andd, we picked out mine (:
its superly cute,
even though its not new,
but well, fairly neww.
the outfit for tuesday (first day of schoolllll)
is:
- a holister tank top (with blue and turqoise hearts all over it and of course, the holister sign)
- an abercrombie sweater thing (to cover up my chicken pox on my back)
- mini jean skirt
- a striped turqoise holister bag
- flatsssss (:
even though just about every normal, non-emo/punk
girl wears on the first day of school.
i guess its kind of a rule huh?
to make it easier for guys to compare us?
the things we do to get attention from guys ..
gill's outfit is superly cute too.
its an abercrombie skirt and an abercrombie tanktop with her new
plaid holister bag and new holister flipflops ..
and im getting up early and popping over to her house for breakfast
and to make sure we both look good for school.
haha.
i love it (:
the excitement of the first day of school,
all the new people,
new classes,
new hot guys to stare at ..
and definately the new weird teachers .
well,
ill be a solphmore this year,
sooo im a freshie nooo more (:
im moving up in life dudee.
literally .
well, we're having a sleepover at the cabin this weekend,
with jake skyler and gill,
to gossip about all the new people and stuff like that,
which is gonna be AWESOME .
i love my friends mucho gusto.
end of story.
and lunch this year is gonna be superly awesome,
because all of us are in thee same lunch (:
we don't have any classes together though,
except for me and jake.
we have bio and english togetherr.
and all our lockers are together.
well, not together literally, but in the same building at least ..
me and jakes are on the bottom floor of the new building,
and skylers and gills are on the top floor.
and my lockers gonna be AWESOME,
basically communication central,
like how our pe lockers were last year ..
we got cork boards and they all have our name on them,
and they're going in my locker so that it will be easier to post
sticky notes.
and they all have my locker combination,
which i dontt.
lol.
and i have a top locker this yearr (:
alright.
this is a superly long postt,
i think.
and i need to go paint my nails for school tomorrow.
still havnt decided on what color though.
but this post is definately dedicated to :
SUMMER '07
you've been fucking awesome,
and i can't wait till next year (:
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
9:40 PM
DOWN WITH THE CHICKEN POXXX!
i wont be blogging for awhile,
because my chicken pox are only getting worse,
but jake, skyler and gill have been coming over everyday keeping me company,
and playing boardgames and watching movies with me,
so i've been doing pretty good entertainment wise,
but my face is fugly !!!
jake and skyler came over today at like 2 and woke us up,
and i was feeling AWFUL.. miserable!
i got up and went into the bathroom and broke down.
but THANK GOD i have the bestest freinds and boyfriend in the worldddd.
skyler and gill gave me air kisses and helped me rub my back,
and jake hugged me and told me that
its ok, and that im sitll beautiful.
but i still cried forever after that ..
anyways, i'll update more
when i get the chance.
but until then,
pleaseeeeeeeeee pray/hope/wish that my chicken pox will
clear up before school starts next tuesdayyy!
im sickk of having pox all over meeee.
its HORRIBLE!
i wont be blogging for awhile,
because my chicken pox are only getting worse,
but jake, skyler and gill have been coming over everyday keeping me company,
and playing boardgames and watching movies with me,
so i've been doing pretty good entertainment wise,
but my face is fugly !!!
jake and skyler came over today at like 2 and woke us up,
and i was feeling AWFUL.. miserable!
i got up and went into the bathroom and broke down.
but THANK GOD i have the bestest freinds and boyfriend in the worldddd.
skyler and gill gave me air kisses and helped me rub my back,
and jake hugged me and told me that
its ok, and that im sitll beautiful.
but i still cried forever after that ..
anyways, i'll update more
when i get the chance.
but until then,
pleaseeeeeeeeee pray/hope/wish that my chicken pox will
clear up before school starts next tuesdayyy!
im sickk of having pox all over meeee.
its HORRIBLE!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
1:36 PM
I TOTALLY FUCKASS APOLOGISE FOR NOT BLOGGING FOR LIKE 16 YEARS.
haha.
anyways,
IM BACK IN THE STATES,
and have been here for about 8 days =x
haha.
well, idk if ive told any of u guys,
but me and my sister flew back by ourselves last thursday,
because my brother had chicken pox,
and he wasnt allowed on the plane.
and i havnt gotten chicken pox yet,
so they were afraid that i would breakout with chicken pox too,
so they ssent me back as early as possible,
and my mom and joel stayed back in sweden for another week.
they're arriving today.
so, me and maine have been living by oursleves,
for a whole week,
without parents (:
me and gill have been alternating houses for the past week,
so heres what i did since ive been back.
thursday: arrived
friday: jake came over (couldnt spend the night though
saturday: movies with jake skyler and gill (rush hour 3 )
and then gill spent the night
sunday: slept over at gill's
monday: cabin and slept over at gills AGAIN
tuesday: gill slept over
wednesday: gill slept over AGAIN
thursday: mom arrived
friday: batting cages and dinner with gill and sky, and then slept over at gill's AGAIN
saturday: today .. got back from gills at like 5
so, thats how my weeksd been since i got back.
and i typed the top part a couple days ago,
but OF COURSE, i got ADD and went to do something else and forgot
about it.
lucky thing blogger saves posts automatically now (:
anyways,
this is ..
haha.
anyways,
IM BACK IN THE STATES,
and have been here for about 8 days =x
haha.
well, idk if ive told any of u guys,
but me and my sister flew back by ourselves last thursday,
because my brother had chicken pox,
and he wasnt allowed on the plane.
and i havnt gotten chicken pox yet,
so they were afraid that i would breakout with chicken pox too,
so they ssent me back as early as possible,
and my mom and joel stayed back in sweden for another week.
they're arriving today.
so, me and maine have been living by oursleves,
for a whole week,
without parents (:
me and gill have been alternating houses for the past week,
so heres what i did since ive been back.
thursday: arrived
friday: jake came over (couldnt spend the night though
saturday: movies with jake skyler and gill (rush hour 3 )
and then gill spent the night
sunday: slept over at gill's
monday: cabin and slept over at gills AGAIN
tuesday: gill slept over
wednesday: gill slept over AGAIN
thursday: mom arrived
friday: batting cages and dinner with gill and sky, and then slept over at gill's AGAIN
saturday: today .. got back from gills at like 5
so, thats how my weeksd been since i got back.
and i typed the top part a couple days ago,
but OF COURSE, i got ADD and went to do something else and forgot
about it.
lucky thing blogger saves posts automatically now (:
anyways,
this is ..
MILAN!!
the cute little four-year old that sat next to us on the plane.
hes sooo cute (:
memories of sweden :
my superly hot boyfriend.
well, actually its more like ex-boyfriend.
but .. we're still working things out.
more on it on the next post.
skylerrrr.
fugly pic of him .. HAHA
well, actually its more like ex-boyfriend.
but .. we're still working things out.
more on it on the next post.
skylerrrr.fugly pic of him .. HAHA
me and gill were decorating our notebooks,
and i saw this hugeass nose in a magazine,
so i tore it out and taped it on my nose.
gill, playing donkey konga 2 at my house.
hhaha
Sunday, August 05, 2007
2:39 PM
leaving in FOURRR DAYS.
do i wanna leave?
god. no.
i've made it pretty obvious havnt i.
well, i've BEEN excited to go back to the states to
see my boyfriend and gill and skyler,
but now, im thinking twice about it.
me and jake are having like multiple off days in a row,
and its kind of pissing me off.
he keeps giving me a hard time about EVERYTHING.
and sometimes, i just wanna give it up.
but now, when im 4 days away from reuniting with him,
its not exactly the smartest thing to do.
and if i did,
skylers gonna be taken away from me,
then who will i have to rant to?
ook.
the stupid stuff aside.
i went skinny dipping with kristian yesterday at the harbor.
we walked forever trying to find a dock that didnt have like
hugeass spot lights beaming onto it,
and that didnt have any people near it.
in the end we just went to the nearest one,
even though there was like a family standing there.
and we were like 1.2.3,
and we stripped naked.
lol.
it was FREEZING.
i wasnt even gonna get into the water but he pushed me in.
omg. my boobs were numb.
they were like icecubes.
as soon as we jumped into the ocean,
we climbed back up and ran to get our towels.
it was sooo freaking cold.
& i flashed like 9348239482309482 people.
lol. and i showed him my boobs.
dsiofunsdoifunsoidnfsodinfsodifmsdf
kinda fun i guess?
but i didnt dare to look at anything.
dookys(u know what i mean) freak me out.
hahhaa.
do i wanna leave?
god. no.
i've made it pretty obvious havnt i.
well, i've BEEN excited to go back to the states to
see my boyfriend and gill and skyler,
but now, im thinking twice about it.
me and jake are having like multiple off days in a row,
and its kind of pissing me off.
he keeps giving me a hard time about EVERYTHING.
and sometimes, i just wanna give it up.
but now, when im 4 days away from reuniting with him,
its not exactly the smartest thing to do.
and if i did,
skylers gonna be taken away from me,
then who will i have to rant to?
ook.
the stupid stuff aside.
i went skinny dipping with kristian yesterday at the harbor.
we walked forever trying to find a dock that didnt have like
hugeass spot lights beaming onto it,
and that didnt have any people near it.
in the end we just went to the nearest one,
even though there was like a family standing there.
and we were like 1.2.3,
and we stripped naked.
lol.
it was FREEZING.
i wasnt even gonna get into the water but he pushed me in.
omg. my boobs were numb.
they were like icecubes.
as soon as we jumped into the ocean,
we climbed back up and ran to get our towels.
it was sooo freaking cold.
& i flashed like 9348239482309482 people.
lol. and i showed him my boobs.
dsiofunsdoifunsoidnfsodinfsodifmsdf
kinda fun i guess?
but i didnt dare to look at anything.
dookys(u know what i mean) freak me out.
hahhaa.
and we ALMOST kissed .. again.
this is complicated.
i wanna kiss him but i dont.
u know what i mean?
probably not cause im not making any sense ..
alright.
im gonna go take a shower,
and plans for tomorrow, are -
shopping with maine,
and then stippes with kristian?
ook. thanks bye
alright.
im gonna go take a shower,
and plans for tomorrow, are -
shopping with maine,
and then stippes with kristian?
ook. thanks bye
Saturday, August 04, 2007
10:28 AM
IM GOING BACK TO THE STATES IN FOUR DAYS.
fuckkkk.
i dont wanna go home!!!
skinny dipping tonight (:
god.
FAGSBORO is gonna be soo boringgggg
