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Sunday, September 30, 2007
6:55 PM


alright..
im waitig for my songs to load, cause i got this new speaker thing,



its pretty snazzy.





anyways, dramadramadramadramadrama



its never gonna stop ..
is it?


now i REALLY don't feel like going back to school tomorrow,
just in case drama stirs up againn.


drama mama.
hahaa.
reminds me of bahama mama.




anyways,

  1. my dad's home
  2. my sister came home for a day and then left
  3. my sister's ex boyfriend tried to kill her (no shit)
  4. jake accused me of flirting with dylan
  5. i got a dress (not for homecoming though. but its pretty)


the stuff on that list are DEFINITELY the drama-causers.
except for my dress.



it was kind of an uplifter (:



i'll probably wear it to twirp,
because its too short to be a homecoming dress.



ooh. and i cleaned my room!



and im getting my new phone on ..
tuesday? or wednesday?


or maybe, possibly,
even thursday?




im excited though.
i've been needing a new phone.
as i posted a couple days back ..
my 8 button isnt working.

well, it is ..
but u have to like press down hard.


it could really sprain my thumb when im texting or dailing.
so .. yeah.
that means its time for a new phone (:


alright.
im gonna crash on my bed and talk to jake on the phone.
(changed my bedspread .. its a nice shade of hotpink and lime green,
really nice to wake up to ..)








(jake's phone number doesnt have an 8 in it)
so.. no worries.
no thumb spraining actions are gonna occur anytime soon.



xoxo,
rach




Friday, September 28, 2007
funeral outfits
9:42 PM


i had to go for grandma toni's funeral/memorial service today, so we had to dress in black.



thats the thing i don't get.



why do people dress in black from head to toe at funerals ?




if i were the dead person,
i would want everyone to have a party and celebrate my life.
not mourn my death.



being the bimbo that i am,
i decided to look cute at grandma toni's funeral (:


she would appreciate that .. i think.



i decided to wear a black dress,
that made me look slightly prego.



so i slung on a waist belt,
and minimized my jewelry for respect.





i even made my eye makeup look cloudy, to make it seem
like
my eyes were watering (:



and then i put my hair into a low sleek pony tail, positioned slighty to the side, with a thin goldhead band to make me look sweet (:





i was soo proud of myself (:
my sister tried to achieve the same look,
but ended up looking alittle to the slutty side.



she wore a snug and short black polo dress,
with rainbows,
and her bangs poofed up.



she didnt put on makeup though ..




so, anyways ..
if i die anytime soon -




remember to wear bright sunny colors and party hats (:
bring alchohol too.
it will be even more awesome if everyone were drunk at my funeral.




haha.



xoxo,
Rach.






Wednesday, September 26, 2007
8:01 PM


i have to make this quick,
but just for the sake of how much i get irritated and annoyed at suspense,
(not like im implying that you guys are the same way)
im gonna tell you guys how jake asked me to homecoming :]





alright.
im not expecting everyone to be in awe after reading this,
but i think its cute, so thats all that matters yeah?




ook. so it was last friday?
im pretty sure.


gill AND jake both packed me a lunch in little cute lunch bags,
as a surprise.


so, i ended up with 2 lunches.



anyways. i got to my locker and opened it, and i saw this pretty pale yellow gift bag sitting in my locker, and i thought it was a gift .


so i reached up to grab it,
but jake popped up behind me and said that i can't open it.


so, i waited till lunch,
and i was STARVING, so i walked into the courtyard and tried to grab the bag out of jake's hand, but he said that he wasnt done yet?



so i got pissed cause i was starving,
(and im not a happy camper when im starving)


so, he left.
(we later found out that he went to heat it up in the microwave and put the icing on..)



i was in the midst of complaining about how he won't let me eat,
and we saw jake skipping through the garden path (yes, he was skipping)


gill leaned over and was like:
"omg. he just skipped. OMGG. HE JUST DID IT AGAIN."



so he handed me this thing wrapped in plastic,
and i opened it and saw a toaster strudel .






click toaster strudel if you don't know what it is ..

blueberry toaster strudel to be exact ..
(my favorite kind)


and on it, the icing spelled out -
homecoming?


it was reallyyy cute.
because:




background history:
every year, on my birthday, my mom makes me a toaster strudel,
and i get 2 packs of icing
because its my special day (:


and that day, he gave me FOUR PACKS of icing
thats why i thought it was cute (:




sooo, yup.

be jealous bitches.
now all i need is a homecoming dress ..



(i'll probably get one this weekend when my dad gets back.)
DADDY'S PAYING!!!



in MAJOR NEED of a new phone too ..
the "8" button on my phone isnt working .
I CANT PRESS IT!

Tuesday, September 25, 2007
5:36 PM


everybody freak out!



well, good news and bad news guys ..
i thought that the weather was turning cold, and i was worried about when i'll get to wear the 9 pairs of shorts that i got on saturday ..


well, its actually 8 pairs of shorts and one skirt to be exact ..

my stash from abercrombie :
6 pairs of shorts,
2 pairs of pajama pants,
a sweater,
and i got a shirt too, but its washing ..

no tops you ask?
well, i was on a mission for shorts, and i kind of ODed on it.





more overdose on shorts ..
holister ..
a tank,
shirt,
2 pairs of shorts,
and a skirt.

note: no tops again?
next mission is to get new tops.






i got a dress from charlotte russe as well ..


cute and casual ?
just right for school ..



anyways. im in serious need of a homecoming dress.
next mission: HOMECOMING DRESS + SHOES!

i just haven't found the time to go look at every store for the perfect homecoming dress,
and homecoming is 17 days away!



can you say:
freakk outttt?



not only do i have pressure to get my homecoming dress fast,
i
have jake and his mom stressing me to get it ASAP so that they can go shopping for his suit and shirt and tie to match my dress ..


ooh god.
save me?


well, i have a fun week ahead for me .. hopefully.


all my friends went out to watch rachel and dana's volleyball game today,
but i stayed at ome to finish assignments (:

arn't you proud of me?
im such a good little girl (:



but i seriously doo have alot on my list-of-things-to-do.

i even added a to-do checklist on my google sidebar to keep me on track.
24 hours is definitely not enough for me.



well, it would be,
if you took all the time wasted on meals, getting dressed, sleeping,
and all possible and required tasks, necessary for living ..


but the first priorities on my list are -
reading for english
catching up in AP world
getting in shape for homecoming
AP test
AP world project
organize room
paint my nails




hell, i don't even have time to paint my nails.
ugh. AP lasses are soo time consuming.
i just can't keep up with it.


at leats i have to weekend to look forward to.



friday: grandma toni's memorial service

saturday: soccer and hopefully shopping,
and then going over to calvin's to freaking drink the night and troubles away

my dad's coming back from sweden on saturday night too (:
maine's coming back on friday.
hopefully she will pcik me up early from school.



in serious need of time and organization.
but i'll try to squeeze in a couple of posts here and there.


jake better not piss me off tomorrow.
i just can't deal with it.


xoxo,
rach

Tuesday, September 18, 2007
7:13 PM


alrighttt.
soo, my fuckass pictures finally finished loading :]
it took 5 fuckass days.
well, not really. i kind of procrastinated a little,
but blogger does take a long time to load pictures.






know of any faster way to upload 'em?





anyways, this week has been funn :]

well, its more like these past 2 weeks.
so, i don't think i filled you guys in on rachel lindsey's sweet 16 birthday bashh,
but it was fuckass awesome [:

it was soooo much fun!


alright. before i start with that, i have to give you the verdict of the fight. just for following up on the story:

jake smith: 5 days OSS
travis: 5 days OSS
jake ridlon: 3 days OSS
jake & skyler: threatened jake smith and travis not to say anything so they got off OSS-less.


smartasses ..


anyways, the last post i posted was on friday?
about the fight and rachel's birthday celebration in school?


so, she had a party the next day, on saturday, and it was soo much fun :]
she invited like 150 people, but appox. 100 showed up, becasue our school had a football game.

so, i got ready, went over to jake's and then my mom drove us to rachel's.


that was my outfit. cute huh?
got the top from Mero Voda, and the shorts from Abercrombie.


the courtyard?
best makeout place everrrr :]
haha

the bow in the back of my top kept coming undone,
so jake had to keep tieing and re-tieing and then tieing again ..

so, when we got to rachel's all of us just sat around the pool and talked and threw M&Ms into each other's mouths.






(from here on out, i'll look fuckass FUGLY in every single picture cause i was all danced out with no emrgency makeup .. oh-so-tragic)


dylan, and some random kid who's name i dont know.
i don't even know why this pictures in here.
i didnt take it ..

drew (hes really cute)
rachel (birthday girl)
& skyler (doushe bag)
dancing?

we were still sitting around the fireplace ..
it was superly cold.




after that, we went and danced a little.
(she got a freaking live DJ and strobe lights and everything.)


and then, went inside to play pool and drink margaritas.
(she had a whole margarita machine with little umbrella decorative sticks too)



and then it was cake timeee

that cake alone cost like $350.
shes sooo spoiled.
like my birthday party will barely cost $300, and her cake already topped that ..

they had little sparklers as candlees :]


inside drinking margaritas ..





ohh. and did i ever tell you what rich,
spoiled american teenagers get on their sweet 16?










































they get CARS.








yes, the solid metal plating with 4 wheels on the bottom with a steering wheel inside for you to twist and turn in whatever direction you wish ..




not a little toy car with a little steering wheel that breaks off as soon as you try to steer it ..












A REAL CAR.





she got a brand new 2007 jeep liberty.
this little black baby.
(which is similar to the car i want - a jeep sport, or a mini cooper, or a range rover)


we were eating that $350 cake,
which consisted of 50% cake, 10% frosting and 40% fondant.

it was good though.
everyone hates fondant, but i think it tastes like sugar.

and each layer was a different flavor too.

the top layer was vanilla with vanilla frosting,
second layer was chocolate cake with cookies and cream frosting,
and the bottom layer was vanilla with strawberries and cream frosting.

after everyone left,
me, gill, kathryn, rachel's brother, rachel, and jesse,
ate the bottom layer with our fingers.

it was sooo good (:






anyways, i took the buttercream frosting and smothered it all over jake's face.
:]







DANCE FLOORRRRRR :]


watch the video to see the full effect.
it was a freaking club in her backyard.








jake and skyler jumped into the pool and got all wet and soaked and all of them came running up trying to hug me ..

soo wet and nasty ..






after the party, i went back to gill's and slept over.
and then we went to the mall and olive garden for lunch ..
hence the rest of the pictures ..




well, i gotta go take a shower.
just got back from my soccer match, and we won 0-5 (:
ooh yeahh.





next post: how jake asked me to homecoming !
(he asked me yesterday and i said yes, but i'll build suspense and tell you guys tomorrow or something )

Saturday, September 15, 2007
8:53 AM


I HATE DRAMA.

soo much has happened these couple of days.
lets start with friday ..

so, we celebrated rachel's birthday in school on friday, and we made this superly cool sandwhich board thing for her to wear around school. haha. it said 'it's my sweet sixteen' on the front, and 'im the birthday girl' on the back.

we also got her this superly cool party hat made of felt with a 16 on it.

we made her walk all around school with it on. we also got her floatable ballons. it was soo cute (:

we got there early to decorate her locker too
and jake and skyler got us macdonalds for breakfast.


welcome to the hallways of northwest high school (:





oook.
so, to the dramaaaaa ..

first of, i failed math, and its only the second week of school.
secondly, we had a tornado fire it wasn't really a tornado fire, but there was a tornado warning, and we had to get into our positions and crouch down on the ground, covering our heads.

it was POURING outside,
considering the fact that we've been in a drought cause it hasn't rained in a month until friday ..

so due to the tornado warning,
they ket us in school till 4pm, in our 'safety positions' because they said it was dangerrous for us to be out of the building.

and during the tornado warning,
the fire alarm went off.

it was freaking chaos. there were all these sirens going off, and people trying to call theyre parents, and everyone worried about the tornado ..

but at like 4pm, the tornado passed so we were let out.
everyone was soo freaking happy, we all started running and the guys were like yelling
' im free from the fire tornado!'


lol.
losersssss.

im really craving some pie and cake and icecream right now,
so im gonna eat, and then continue with this post.

but this isn't the end of the drama yet ..
its still to comeeee.



ook.
i just ate like 6 pound of food and im sooo stuffed now.

anyways, after the 'fire tornado' every one was all hyper and ran around outside, while it was pouring, and me, gill, jake, skyler, huddy, dylan, and chance were all standing in the rain talking.

and then jake smith and travis (the ones i went to homecoming with) came up to jake (our jake) and pushed him into the wall.

okkk. hold up.
some background info first:
(so jake and travis got mad that me rachel and gill started hanging out with jake and skyler instead of them, and they've been wanting to fight jake and skyler. stupid? i knoww)

alright. back to the story.
jake smith came up and pushed jake ridlon into the wall, and they had like a staring thing, and then jake smith and travis walked off.


so, like 5 minutes after, gill skyler and chance went upstairs to gill's locker, and then after awhile me huddy and jake went up.


jake smith and travis followed us up, and they like hid in the corner or the stairwell.
so when we were opening the doors into the stairwell, jake smith like charged from the corner and pushed jake into the wall and punched him.

then jake ridlon punched jake smith in the face, and skyler turned around to help jake ridlon, but travis punched him from the back and blindsighted him, and skyler like blacked out for awhile.


me and gill just stood there like shocked and we didnt know what to do.
then i saw travis like about to push skyler down the stairs, and i yelled
'don't push him down the stairs!!!"

and the next thing i knew,
skyler got nailed into the steps and hit his face on the step.

OhMyGosh.
you should have seen jake and huddy.

they got soo freaking mad, all of them like charged toward travis, about to beat him up.
but then the ashhole of a jerk, got up and ran down the stairs.

i was soo freaking worried about skyler.

when he got up, his eye was all swollen and he was bleeding, and it was soo not fair because he totally got blindsighted.

he like kicked off his flipflops and ran downstairs to go beat travis up, but then jake ran down stairs and got into the car and sped off.

and the worst, jerkiest thing they did was ..
THEY LEFT JAKE'S GIRL FRIEND BEHIND.

what fucking jerks.


when gill went downstairs to get skyler, she said that jordan was like soo scared she was shaking. i felt bad.

but we don't like jordan anyways,
so who cares?


so after that, they got caught by the administrators and had to go tell them what happened, and me and gill had to write our testimonys, which were more like essays, but they were pretty funny.

we basically blamed the whole thing on jake smith and travis.


so after we got home,
tsome random girl called gill's cell, and fucking cussed us out.

its was like:
(m- me and gill, g- random girl)
m:hello?
g: you fucking bitch! who the fuck do you think you are?
m: whatt? whos this?
g: this is lauren fucking logan?
m: who's lauren logan?
g: im ladd's fucking sister
m: who's ladd?
g: don't fucking try to act like a bitch. you know who the fuck i am.
m: uhh. yeahh .. we dont?
g: just never fucking talk to skyler thomas fucking ever again.

and then she hung up.
RANDOMNESS?


so we called skyler and found out that the girl is his cousin, whos a senior that goes to my school, and we were like
"then why did she tell us not to talk to you?"

and he was like idk ..

then, after we hung up, jake called and said that jake and travis were on their way to jake's house, and he said that they're blaming everything on me and gill.


they said that
" we told jake smith and travis that jake and skyler wanted to kick theyre asses so they wanted to fight?"



yeahh .. not really ?
no one ever said that.

they were the ones who wanted to fight first and got all into it so don't blame it on us when they're about to get suspended and when skyler's about to press charges.

doesnt work like that ..







Thursday, September 13, 2007
5:32 AM


hey.
i havn't blogged in 11 days.
HAHA. im gonna try to make it a point to blog everyday?

but im always sooo busy with school,
and homework, and hanging out
,
and stuff like th
at ..
i barely have time to talk
on the phoneee.

anyways, im staying home from school today,
because i think im coming down with a cold,
and i bruised my ankle REALLY bad at soc
cer yesterday,
so i won't be able to get to classes in time ..
so why don't i just stay at hom
e?

right?
but the main reason,
is because im tired and i didn't do my homework.
hahahaha.

anyways,
school's been SUPERL
Y hard.
and i've been working hard (:

like i've NEVER WORKED THIS HARD IN MY LIFEEE.


anyways, school has been REALLY fun (:
like im actually enjoying school for once,
despite the shitload of work we have ..

i sit next to jake in bio now,
and in second period i sit next to ashton,
in 3rd i sit like a seat away from jake and huddy sits across the room,
(but we still manage to talk).

so, you can kinda tell that theres alot of talking action going on (:

ook.
so what i;ve been doing over the past 11 days?

last saturday, we went to the carolina football game
in chapel hill.

god, i've NEVER seen soo much carolina blue in my lifeee.
and im not a carolina fan either.

im a state fan,
and i about puked when i saw all that blue.

i'll post pictures in the next post (:
or you might have already seen them in my friendster or myspace.

so i slept over at gills on friday,
and then we went for the game,
and then went out to eat pancakes at like 12.30
and then jake and skyler sent us home and i slept over again.

last friday,
we went to the cabin and hung out there.
didn't drive the golfcart this time (:

ok .. sidetrack -
idk if i've already told you guys this story,
but the last time we were at the cabin,
gill was driving the golf cart around the meadows,
and she tried to drift,
and ended up flipping the whole golf cart onto its side.

jake jumped off, and i got thrown like 8 feet,
and skyler got pinned under the golf cart.
gill was fine cause skyler was holding her up.
hahhaa.
but now skyler has a superly bruised pinky.
kinda funny.


ook.
so we went to the cabin and ordered pizza,
and we played drinking games.
like P.I.M.P. and the higer lower suit game.
and if you lose you have to like chug this cup full of whiskey.

which TASTES LIKE SHIT.
pure shit.

sooo gross.
so, obviously i lost,
and ended up taking like 12 shots,
and obviously ended up drunk.

hahaha.
jake and gill were telling me all the stuff i was doing.
LOL.

jake siad he carried me like a fireman
and i was eating a TON of chocolate,
and when we got back to gill's house,
i ate like 6 slices of pizza with icecream on it.

and i was trying to make myself throw up.
hahahhaa.

buttttttt.
we got caught drinking.

we got caught the day after cause jake's grandpa
went into the cabin and saw the whiskey and the beer in the fridge.

it was all GILL'S FAULT.
me and jake were outside,
and then we saw his mom's car pull up,
so we ran into the cabin and told gill to put all the stuff away,
and she put the beer in the fridge.

she was even like
"im gonna save it for later."

so we forgot it was in there,
and they found it there in cups,
so now, we're banned from the cabin.

they even accused us of stealing the car and going for a joy ride?
yeahh right.

not like we're gonna steal the car and drive it around the meadows
when we're like half drunk.
sooo totally made uppp.

and then slept over at gill's again.
(i might as well just move in and live with her huh?)
then soccer in the morning,
mall in the afternoon,
and then went back to gill's house.

skyler was there,
and we hung out with cam too.

the next day, jake accused me of liking cam and flirting with him,
even though he wasn't there to witness any of it,
but is a long story ..

me gill and skyler had one of our BFF days,
and we sat in front of the tv with a tub of icecream and 3 spoons,
and we just sat there and watched america's next top model,
while eating icecream with blankets over us.

hahaha.
skyler was like
"i don't get how girls can just sit in front of the tv,
and watch the same show for 3 hours."


thats just what girls do (:
you should see me and gill when we're hungry or craving something
in the middle of the night.

we go downstairs to make brownies or cookies,
but we end up eating all the batter.

or we sit on the kitchen counter with forks and just eat cake (:
haha.

i LOVE being a girl (:
guys should seriously be jealous that they're not born
the same sex ..

anyways,
i was supposed to go to gill's house today after school,
but i dont think my mom will let me go anymore because i didnt go to
school today.

and we're supposed to go to the mall tomorrow,
but probably not gonna be allowed.

and then rachel's party's on saturday.
her sweet 16 (:

its supposed to be like the biggest thing in school this week,
cause she invited like 114 people or something like that.

but yeah.
going for that.
and hopefully more drinking?

hhahahaa.
anyways,
people are getting their homecoming dates situated,
even though the homecoming dance is a month away,
on october the 13th.

me and jake are going together,
and i told him that he has to ask me to go in a cute way.
haha.

i still have to go shopping for my homecoming dress.
i REALLY want to wear my blue one that i wore last year,
but you can't wear the same dress!!

ahhh!
sooo where am i gonna wear that super formal long dress that makes
me look superly tall and skinny?

yeah.
no whereeeeee.

i hate dresses.
you spend sooo much freaking money on them and then you wear it for one dance,
and you have no where else to wear it to.

iuyirytoiuoiujdiofusdfsf.
we need more formal parties and dances to go to ..
thank you very much.

anyways,
im TOTALLY, UTTERLY, DESPERATELY
in love with cristiano ronaldo, and totti (:

also in love with ryan sheckler (:
but i don't have a picture of him.
but its soccer season now,
so all my attention is focused on soccer players
.
baseball players as well,
like cole hamels and chase utley,
but soccer players for now (:

cristiano (:

totti (:

marry me?
pretty pleaseeeee.

and my latest collages.


alright.
im gonna be lazy an go lay on my couch.
au revoir

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11:41 PM


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