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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
8:16 PM


HAPPY HALLOWEEN x)

today is halloween, one of the best holidays of like the entire year. i dont rly have much time to blog about it cos i planned to blog for only 3 mins.

lols. yeah. me and my stupid planning again. so im gonna type super fast so theres gonna be like 5000 errors in here.

ok. so halloween here is like how u see it on tv. ppl dress up, go n dingdong ppls doorbells, say trick-a-treat, and then the person gives u candy.

so thats bascially what we did just now. i dressed up as a GEISHA and then gill dressed up as a SEXY FOOTBALL PLAYER. lols. then the guys dressed up as GANGSTERS ACTING BLACK - even more lol

their jeans were like super baggy, and like falling off, they had like those things that blacks wear on their heads, and like caps and chains and everything. soo funny. and then they brought their ipod and the ipod stereo thing and was like booming it the whole way.

they didnt even get any candy. lols. they were just like walking me and gill. and they were like dancing in the middle of the road. but it was very cute lah x) HAHA

gill wore this like slutty costume. she wore an eagles football jersey and soffee shorts and a baseball cap, then she took fface paint and like drew a line on her cheeks.

and i wore like a japanese kimono kind of thing, powdered my whole face white, put chopsticks in my hair, put like tons ant tons of blush, used like one whole thing of pueple eyeshadow and bright red lipstick.

im using my moms laptop now, so i cant upload the pics, but i'll upload them tmr. or whenever i plan time to upload pics. LOL

but it was fun x) me and gill got lots of candy, steven and glenn and tommy and everybody just like stole ours.

oh yeah. and i like almost got knocked dwn like 10 cars. everytime a car is coming, all of them have to like pull me to the side of the road. LOL

glenn almost knocked me dwn. like seriously. his car was like 5 cm away frm me. i was like ' what are u doing?' then hes like ' are u gonna mov eout of the way or do u just want me to knock u down?' LOL.

ok. i'lkl post more about today tmr. or whenever i find the time. i have like a bigibgbigHUGE porject that i have to do and math hmwk.

yeah. i actyaully doing my hmkw. im not gonna screw this quarter up like i did last quarter. ok. anyways. HAPPY HALLOWEEN. :)

Monday, October 30, 2006
12:11 PM


my birthday is coming x) NOVEMER 7
i love hw my birthday is so easy to remember cos its 7/11

im gonna try to write this post with like all poems.
like jas's blog. HAHA. but i dont even know how to write poems =x

today we dont have sch. and i hate how i have nothing to do at home, except watch tv, and slp. i feel so lost on weekends and on days where i have nth planned. its like i have a whole day to do nothing, and i dont know what to do with my time

these few days, i like to plan stuff. im always planning everything. its annoying because when i have time to relax, i feel like i need to do something. weird yeah?

we had a 3 day weekend, and i basically just lazed my time away. its too boring to write about so im not gonna write anything bout it

i decided that im gonna go back to skating. i miss icehouse. i havnt been there in like 4 months? because i was too busy. well, i just use that as an excuse. i dont go anymore because i suck at skating now. the singapore trip messed me up

i didnt skate for like 3 mths when i went back to singapore. and the first thing i did when i came back was go skate. but i couldnt do anything anymore. i cant even land my waltz jump. and thats like the easiest jump. my spins .. i used to be able to do a sit spin and camel ( its like u lift one foot up and ur like bending over and spinning) but now, the only spin i can do is a scratch spin. omg. thats like rly bad. especailly after skating for so many years
im too frustrated because i keep falling. so i just stopped going.

alot of things changed sice i left singapore. i kind of dont want things to change because i want to know whats happening and be a part of it you know ?

i still love singapore like i did before, but im starting to like this place better. im ready for a change. im ready to move. i dont want to be stuck in this boring place forever.

yesterday we had daylight savings. so we turned the clock back 1 hr. now im so lost with the time, i dont know which clock is right and which one is wrong. is it 3.19 or 4.19 now?

im listening to some old songs - FIR, all american rejects, F4, SHE, all those songs that i used to love. songs really bring back memories. especially when i listen to F4. i keep thinking about the past.

i have too many memories of the past to let go of. im like holding on the past, unwilling to move on. sometimes i wish that i can just live one day over and over again, and have the same things happen over and over again. really enjoy that day and not take it for granted

mighty 6, my sisters - they are one of the best things that ever happened to me. we love and hate each other like real siblings. i can never go one day without fighting with one of them. its like we are so alike that we hate each other, but we hate each other so much that we love each other.

if u really think about it, i think true love can happen between girls too. its not just a boy/girl thing. if u ask me, i think i love my sisters more than i loved any other guy.

even joanne, eunice and jessica. we like started talking and fighting and argueing since the first day we knew each other. the first day i met jess, i went to her hse and slept over. the first day i saw her, she already told me everything bout her and her ex.

the first day i met joanne, i was already making fun of her. and the first day i met eunice, we were acting out songka party.

its when u have that feeling, u know that u can really trust someone.

jasmine and melissa too. we hated each other when we were younger. or at least, they hated me. and then all of a sudden, we became inseperable. until now, after 10 yrs, we still love each other.

i will love them for another 10 years to come, and i know they will love me too <33

Thursday, October 26, 2006
5:20 PM


HELLO

so my day has been average. pretty boring but fun also. i realised that my life is quite fun. not like very very fun, but like funner than average life. as long as i go and enjoy it, i have fun. LOLS

today i went to sch without any makeup on. cos i was running rlyrlyrly late. i got to sch like just in time to run into class before the bell rang.

n then i put on my makeup in class in like 5 seconds. n then my teacher ask me to put it away.

we had to take a HUGE first quarter test in math so i didnt get to drink any of my coffee. then i went to french, had to take another test, went to health, take another test. then i went to civics and economics then i finally got to drink my coffee. but it was like cold by then

i love coffee. i keeps me full for like at least 4 hrs, keeps me awake, and it makes ur metabolism speed up. so u will burn more calories. and its sooo cold nowadays, it feels sooo good to drink like a cup of hot coffee. i wish i had a coffee machine in my locker x)

ok. the police found out that that guy killed himself. they think that he shot himself. maybe its not true, but those are the rumors that are going around.

in my fucking sch, rumors like spread sooo super fast. like something will happen in 1 class, and then when u go to the next class, like the whole class is talking bout it.

i better be careful. i dont want rumors flying around the sch about me =x

in physical science today. me n emily helped matt put on makeup x) he let me curl his eyelashes, put on mascara, blush, foundation, everything! AHH! HES SOO SUPER HOT ! he like stole my jacket and wont give it back to me. so i made him write 'rach jacket' on his hand. LOLS

my daddys coming home tmr! YAY! i finally get my coach bag! oh yes! im soo excited x) hope its nice, cos my dads taste is like kinda blah. =x

i HAVE to tell u bout homecoming! it was sooo fun! i had 2 soccer macthes that day, so i only gt home at like 1. when i gt home i started getting ready at like 1. n then went to brittanys hse to get my hair done at 4. got home at like 5. and i was supposed to be at travis's house at 5. i went home, did my makeup in like 5 mins, n then my mom drove me to travis's hse. but we couldnt find it! i was like freaking out in the car. like almost gonna cry. i thought they were gonna leave without me. cos we drove for like 45 mins n still couldnt find the hse, and i left all their numbers at home!

at like 5.45, we saw maggie's parents then they drove us to travis's house. my mom was like yelling at me cos she say im so stupid n take dwn the wrong directions. but it wasnt y fault. travis told me to go n search it on mapquest. its the mapquest's fault. when we gt there, it was like 6. and our dinner reservations were at 6!

then all the parents like kept taking pics of us, take until our mouths were like numb frm smiling. LOLS. then the limo came, then we saw sanders inside. he was dressed up like pretending to be out limo driver. soo cute x)

then we went into the limo n opened the sunroof, then me, molly n gill like squeezed out the sunroof. n then sanders told the driver to purposely drive the car faster. then we scared our hair get messed up, so we closed the sunroof. LOLS

all of us were like dancing and singing and screaming and shouting in the limo. soo fun x)

went for dinner. n then the guys ate sooo fucking much. and then dont knw why, we started talking bout g-string. lols. like the whole dinner, we were talking bout that.

after dinner, got back into the limo, n drove to the dance! it was in winston salem like 30 mins away. the place was sooo pretty! the whole place was white. like everything white, only have like black n red balloon statue things. red and black cos our sch colors.

then we went there, quickly take a table, then we went to walk around to look for people. found maggie n courtney and lucas n scott n everybody. then we all went to the table, girls took off their heels then we went to dance.

after the dance, molly's dad picked us up, n then we went to molly's house to sleepover.

halloween on tuesday & my birthday in like 13 days? OH YEAH X) i finally turn 14! finally get to drive !!

OMG! my mom just told me that they're thinking of going back to singapore before november 11 for my grandfather's 70th birthday! its supposed to be some big thing so she wants to go. but my dad asked her to bring my brother and leave me at home!

WTF. there wont be anybody at home if they go, cos my daddy will be in sweden and my sister is at college! OMGOMGOMGOMG! i hopehopehopehopehope that i can go too! it will be even better if i can go back for my birthday!

OMG! I WILL CRY IF I DONT GET TO GO! plsplsplsplsplsplspls let me go! plsplspls! pls let me go! PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS LET ME GO BACK FOR MY BIRTHDAY! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE! AHHH! im soo scared that i cant go! PLEASEPLAESPLEASE LET ME GO BACK FOR MY BIRTHDAY! thats my birthday wish, and i want nothing else! thats all i ask !


omg. i pray to god that i can go back! omg! god jesus holy spirit mary joseph john paul moses ALL THE SAINTS . plsplspls let me go back to singapore!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!



me and gill. some ppl say she looks like scarlet johhanson. really meh? ok lah. kind of.. LOLS



marcus, travis & jake

lol. look at my face! HAHA

UGHH. i just asked my mom if i can go back to singapore for my birthday and then shes like' dont be ridiculous ok. ur not going back' omg. she rly doesnt care bout what i want lor. ahh! im like stressed out now! i reallyreallyreallyreally wanna go back!

but whatever. i'll use whatever luck i have. any possibility of me going back to singapore. im gonna get straight As from now onwards! im soo determined! im gonna go back for my birthday! if they dont let me, im gonna make them let me!

im gonna be soo fucking good, theyre gonna have to let me go back! AHHH! PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS LET ME GO BACK! PLEASE! THATS ALL I WANT! ALL IM ASKING FOR! PLEASE! OMG. IM RLY PRAYING NOW! I REALLYREALLY WANT TO GO BACK!




OMG. this post is like super long. i dont think anybody is gonna read it =x HAHA. i better go n study n actually do my homework. i need to get As so i can go back!

GO TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY AND PRAY FOR ME OKAY?


Wednesday, October 25, 2006
4:55 PM


OH YES! i can finally update my blog. the spam thing said that they will take less than 1 working day to view my blog to make sure its spam-free. but they took like what? 25 days? LOL.

im just sooo happy to get my blog back. anyways. lots &lots & lots of things happened in these 25 days.

- homecoming
- me n zhiwei broke up.
- soccer
- somebody got killed. or he shot himself. the police still trying to find out
- high school
- sisters
- pep rally
- everything

lots n lots of new pics also.
im vacuuming now! first time i ever vacuum my entire life. i wish i had my maid back. nw i need to hang my clothes!

just gt back frm the gym. burned about 450 cals x)
ok. im gonna go finish vacuuming. n then if i feel like it i'll come and post somemore

my metabolism rate is like super fast! esp after i excercise. so im gonna go eat something first. LOLS.

my birthdays coming up! in like a few days. and bryans coming here. dont knw if i can meet him or not. my daddy keeps going on business trips nowadays. i never get to see him anymore.

and hes like moving to sweden. who will help me fix my com if theres something wrong when hes gone? i miss my dad alr. hes coming back on friday. and he got me a new coach handbag! OH YEAH.

i better go vacuum. i need to vacuum the whole upstairs n my moms like yelling at me.

Sunday, October 01, 2006
7:59 PM







HELLO! this morning i was like sooo stressed. budden nw, for some reason im soo happy. also dont knw why. LOLS

i bought makeup again today! i bought like 20 eyeliners. all diff colors. i was soo happy! but when i got home and tried it, i was like. im never gonna use all these. lol. i wasted my money again. but it helps take the stress off. so its worth it =)


oh yeah. REVLON LIQUID EYELINER ROCKS! its like drawing with a marker! goes on super easy, and thin. it stays on all day and wont smudge!

i bought the rest of the max factor eyeshadows. so nw i have the whole set!


so, all together, i think i spent like $70 on makeup today. im gonna stop buying all those useless eyeliners cos i only use black and white eyeliner.

oh. u see that stick thingy that looks like lipstick, its a foundation/ concealer/ coverup stick! every girl in the world needs to get one of those! works like sooo good! i think its frm maybelline.

k. what i did yesterday -

we had a soccer game in the morning. we lost by like .. 1-7? maybe 1-8. LOLS. we sucked ass! but .. i scored a goal! n then after scoring i jumped like 2 meters in the air cos we were losing soo much. HAHA

after that, i had to go do community service. face painting. LOLS n then this old lady taught me how to make balloon animals. sooo scary! i was soo scared the balloon was gg pop. HAHA

n then after community service, we went to the mall to buy my homecoming dress. i bought 3. couldnt decide which one to buy, so i bought all 3. LOLS

the white one is for confirmation. it looks like a grandma dress. but it looks good when i put it on. i'll take a pic n show u all next time


the blue one is super cute! its low cut, hugs my body. but u can see my hip bones sticking out. so its kinda weird. and its really long

i like the brown one the best! its really low cut. kinda short. not like short short, but it like comes up to my knees. n it fits me perfectly!

the white one is for confirmation. need to wear a white dress. it has like gold diamonds on it. and quite low cut also. LOLS

my mommy was like making fun of me cos i tried on like 50 dresses. and only like 7 dresses fit me! its either i gt no nehneh, no butt, or im just too small.

then my mom was making fun of me cos she say my neh veh small. i was like. its not my fault. i got it frm u! haha

which one shd i wear to homecoming? i canot decide ..

all the pics are like really blur. i'll take better ones next time



my hip bones stick out! i wish i didnt have hip bones for 1 day so i dont look weird in that dress


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its the perfection that i envy,
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