HELLO, SUMMER

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

5:40 PM

OMG! i didnt ask reid today.

I AM SUCH A FAG.

like seriously.

i really really rlyrlyrlyrly want to ask him,

but i didnt today.

Im such a fucking faggot.

i should have asked him to twirp yesterday when

i had the chance to.

omg. regretsregretsregrets

i wanna shoot myself -

yesterday was THE PERFECT DAY to ask him,

and i didnt!

im soo freaking dissappointed in myself.

AHHHH!

ok. nvm.

tmr, im gonna ask him.

I AM I AM I AM.

ok. im gonna ask him.

if i dont, then i wont eat for a whole day.

i need to ask him tmr.

im going to -

yes, i am.

i need to like screw this into my brian if not

i'll freak out tmr and make up excuses to

not ask him.

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?

im never everevereverever this shy.

like EVER.

ok. whatever.

im gonna ask him tmr.

i promise all of you that i am.

anw, i just got back frm the gym

i don't think im gonna be able to move my arms tmr

or my legs ...

or my abs ..

or anything else.

my instructor was cindy.

and she kept making us do weights and muscles stuff.

which i suck at,

and we didnt get to rest.

so it was like full on muscle work for a whole hour.

at least i'll have nice toned arms

so i'll look good in my twirp dress.

anw, no toning stuff tmr,

just cardio -

my favorite (:

Monday, January 29, 2007

6:26 PM

HEY GUYS (:
sry, havnt been updating.
im not really in the mood now-a-days.
dik why. but yeah -
.
anw, good news!
im asking reid to twirp tmr (:
.
in case ur wondering what twirp is, its a formal dance
kind of like the opposite of homecoming.
like homecoming is when guys ask girls to the dance, but twirp is
when girls ask guys.
.

T- the
W- woman
I- is
R- required to
P- pay
.
yeah. its pretty stupid how they name it twirp,
and how they call us women, and how WE HAVE TO PAY!
.
lol. but most of the time the girls don't pay.
we just ask the guys.
how can guys let us girls pay anyways ?
.
anw, jessica thought that twirp means

T- the

W- woman

I- is

R- retarded

P- idk what p is

.
LOL. dumbass.
anw, yeah.
im asking reid to the dance tmr.
& i have to ask him infront of
gill, molly, bailey, kimberly, jesse, savanah, eva
and like 565412357 hundred thousand million gagillion other people
because i didnt go according to gill's plan
& didnt ask him out today, because i didnt think i was pretty today.
LOL
.
so all of them got really gay and were like

"i'll ask him for you!"
"go ask him! go ask him!"
"theres reid! theres reid! go ask him!"

"rachael!rachael! THERES REID! ARE YOU GOING TO ASK HIM OR NOT?"

"omg. u need to go ask him NOW!"

"REID! RACHAEL NEEDS TO TELL YOU SMTH!"

making it TOTALLY OBVIOUS that im gonna ask him

and screaming at the top of their lungs,

so practically, the whole gym could hear them

.
& molly and bailey even ran off and were going to tell him,
and i had to chase them down and pull them back. -.-
.
& they started making a big deal out of it
asking me if i like him and if i'll go out with him
and everything.
.
like, idk if i like him.
thats why im asking him to the dance so we can hangout
and i can see if i like him or not.
.
but hes REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE!
i dont like like him, but i like him.
you knw what i mean?
.
jess asked me if i have a picture of him, but i dont
but he looks like this -

dark brown hair
kinda tall-ish
kind of shy
skater-ish hair
tan
DIMPLES (:
SUPERDUPERCHAOJIBBQ PRETTY DEEP BLUE EYES (:
.

omg. im soo excited!
and i dont even knw if he'll say yes or no.
so i better stop talking about him if not, he might
say no.

.
anw, i already thought of how im gonna ask him.
im gonna be like "hey, are you going to twirp?"
and then he will say yes, because i asked gill to ask him
if hes going today and he said yes.
and then i'll be like "are you going with anybody?"
and then he'll say no, because gill asked him
.
and then i'll be like.
"good. cause i think u should go with me"
and then give him a half smile. HAHA
.
me and gill already planned everything out
when we were at the mall dress shopping on friday.
she said the same thing to matt too.
.
anw, im obsessing too much about this,
but im soo excited! and nervous too -
omg. now i know how guys feel when they want
to ask a girl to a dance or whatever.
.
its like SUPER NERVE WRECKING
it like fries my brain everytime i think about it.
i've never been rejected, and i've never asked a guy before.
OMG! what if he says no?
.
im gonna freak out tmr -
i know i am.
& i have to ask him infront of all the stupid dumbasses
who will get all excited over it and make me even more
nervous.
.
stupid me for thinking that im not pretty today.
if i asked him today, then i wont have to do it infront of
all those asses tmr.
.

JUST SHOOT ME NOW!
IM SOO STUPID!
.

omg. im soo fucking nervous.
oh-my-gosh!
.
ok. nvm
anw, im on a 12 day diet for twirp.
i need to look my best and i need to get in shape
lose 10 pounds in 12 days?
thats possible for me (:
.
unless my super weird metabolism starts being
stupid and not letting me lose weight when i want
to and making me lose weight when i dont want to.
.
my stupid screwed up metab -
.
sry that this whole post is filled with my ranting and
whining and complaining and freaking out -
.
i'll let you guys know how it goes tmr.
OMG. PRAY THAT HE SAYS YES!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

7:42 PM

new song :
.

gwen stefani -

sweet escape

anw, im still trying to decide what sport im gonna play in the spring

soccer, lacrosse, or track

no, definitely NOT TRACK!

im sick of running and getting shin splints.

soccer - thats for sure, but i don't think i'll make the sch team

i'll probably play for the y .

lacrosse - i wanna try it out.

they said that as long as u can run and hit people, u should be able toplay well.

but all my friends said that i'll probably die out there cause all the bigger girls

will squish me.

maybe i should go back to figure skating -

but i probably suck soo bad now.

or maybe i should run marathons or something.

or like triathlon. maybemaybe

but im probably not good enough for a triathlon.

idk. i think i'll just stick with soccer (:

7:21 PM

NORTHWEST TRACK (:

the dragon face - jas, u remb?

i dont even knw what stupid kuku face this is

the daily routine yeah? I FOUND MY ANCHOR NECKLACE (:

PICTURES OF THE SNOW -

PLEASE, plsplsplsplease SNOW TMR! PLEASE!

Monday, January 22, 2007

8:48 PM

HEELLLLOOOOO

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. im super bored !

& i havnt updated in like a week cause im really not in the mood for it -

for some reason.

i don't even know why cause last week has been like a

SUPER-LAID-BACK week for me (:

ok. wanna hear about my super awesome week?

MONDAY -

NO SCH (: idk what i did. i think i went to watch a movie.

yeahyeah. i went to watch stomp the yard - its pretty good (:

TUESDAY -

a WHOLE day of sch

i skipped track though, i think i did. idk.

oh yeah! i went for like half an hour but it was super cold, so i left

WEDNESDAY -

went to sch until like 12, and then i exempted my 3rd period exam and left

THURSDAY -

IT SNOWED !! took us 1 and a hlaf hours to get to sch (it usually takes us like 5 mins)

cause the roads were super icy so everybody was drviving like old grandmas

we got stuck in the same spot for like 15 mins! then my mom was like

"call the sch and see if u still have exams today. if not, we're going home!"

so i called the sch, and the stupid administrator said that we were still having exams, so my mom said that i have to go to sch. and like after sitting in the car for 1 1/2 hrs, we finally got to sch, and once i got out of the car, the fucking solphmore principal said

"go straight to 3rd period. exams are cancelled."

i was like "WTF!" i was gonna get back into the car and go home, but my mom drove off.

so i went to the gym to look for gill and carter and everybody, and nobody was in sch. like everybody stayed home so they had to cancel exams.

& i dont know why they didnt just cancel sch or send us home early because everybody was skipping class and having snowball fights outside. & they wernt even taking attendance that day.

so like the whole sch went outside and played in the snow, and then after that, everybody left at like 11+.

FRIDAY -

went to sch all day. had exams that day

actually, my week was not so awesome ..

but im out of sch tmr (:

so i get to stay home and do nothing and laze around like i usually do.

& the stupid weather outside is soo cold, you dont even feel like doing anything

except snuggling in front of the tv under a super warm blanket and drinking super hot

coffee.

OMG. the 'wor' thing was over like how many years ago?

soo annoying.

says:
can i noe u how old wor?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
14
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
im 14 wor
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
yeah wor
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
u how old wor?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
kawaiii nehhxxxszxsxszxx

says:
lol
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
u nehxxsxxx ?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
hw old wors ?
says:
me 19
says:
u from singapore?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
no worx
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
eeu nehs ?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
frm singapore wor ?

- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
biie biie wor
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
aiiexxssxxxx ni w0r

HAHAHAH

I LOVE IT (:

me and madison are gonna be super nice on wednesday

like seriously.

we already have everything planned out -

we're gonna be SUPER NICE
give compliments
help people - especially handicapped people and old people. like hold the door open for them and help them cross the road and that kinda stuff
not gossip
not talk about people
respect people
respect people's dress sense and not talk about how weird their outfit is and stuff like that
not argue with kimberly
let people have their way
let people win at EVERYTHING
not get annoyed with people

yeah. i think thats it -

but its only for one day yeah? its not gonna be THAT hard (:

anw, looking forward to my be-nice-to-everybody-day (:

ok. so u know that 'WORworwor' guy, heres our conver -

says:
i from sg
says:
me 19 year old gal wor
says:
u gt bf?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
ok wor

says:
u single?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
yeah wor
says:
nv like any1 wor?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
why ?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
are u gay ?
says:
u guy?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
no, girl
says:
i like girl
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
i thought u said that ur a girl just now wor ?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
then just nw u said ur a 19 year old GAL
says:
me guy wor
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
but u said GAL just now
says:
100% guy wor
says:
is it?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
yeah
says:
write wrong ba

lol. WTF? thats BULLSHIT

says:
u nv come sg?
says:
nv?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
have wor
says:
u stay sg?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
n0 w0r
says:
ic
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
yeah wor
says:
when u come sg?
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
last time wor
- RACHAEL . LET IT SNOW let it snow let it snow forever (: says:
why wor ?

LOL. i added a 'wor' behind every sentence -

im soo childish - i love making fun of people. LOL

ok. im gonna og watch tv. (:

NIGHT ( i'll upload pictures of the snow tmr. or someday)

Monday, January 15, 2007

10:25 AM

i wanna go watch a movie, but idk what movie to see

theres like no good movies.

only pursuit of happyness and stomp the yard

but i already saw pursuit of happyness like a month ago

maybe stomp the yard -

loooks quite interesting. LOL

ok. anw, i HAVE TO GUSH ABOUT HOW HOT JAKE GYLLENHAAL

is.

like seriously -

i watched jarhead that day (its quite and old movie)

but its like my new favorite movie.

its about us troops going to war in iraq, and the

lead actor was - JAKE GYLLENHAAL.

& because the movie was about war,

they had guns and looked all dirty and everything,

which made him THAT MUCH HOTTER !

i think hes hotter when hes bald though,

& he kind of looks like zhiwei - A LITTLE LITTLE BIT

but i think hes wayyyy hotter bald.

PLEASE CUT YOUR HAIR!

anw, jake is number 2 on the list of guys i want to marry (:

wondering whos number 1?

its kind of obvious though, because im always posting about him -

its ADAM BRODY !
.

yes, im marrying adam brody.

i know i am (:

but just in case adam brody doesnt want me,

then i'll still have jake (:

ok. so heres the list of guys i want to marry

adam brody
jake gyllenhaal
chad michael murray
james franco
nick lechay ( or whatever, dont knw hw to spell it)
paris lati-smthsmth (don't knw hw to spell it either)
prince william
david beckham
some soccer star (:
a trillionaire - just for the money (:

yeah - pretty good list yeah? HAHA

ok. im gg go for a movie (:

BYE

Saturday, January 13, 2007

8:04 AM

reasons why i love my mighties -

they're stupid, dumb and bitchy (:

but they love me more than anyone else,

and they give good advice ... sometimes

- RACHAEL . love your godly ways bitch (: says:
like me (:
- RACHAEL . love your godly ways bitch (: says:
LOL
Im мelissa' says:
very very kp. can fight with u man.
Im мelissa' says:
or maybe more kp than u by a lil.

mel said that im kp - LOL

- RACHAEL . love your godly ways bitch (: says:
im soo damndamndamn knn nb cb cute ok
' ' acb JASMINE - im petulant // nostalgia condition - supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
ok
- RACHAEL . love your godly ways bitch (: says:
HAHA

jas agreed with me when i said im cute (:

most people will just give me the you're-so-stupid-shutup-and-go-away-not-and-never-talk-to-me-again look

HAHA.

just got back frm the gym. i woke up at 7am to go to the gym

7 IN THE MORNING!

im soo motivated (:

ok. im gonna go take a shower and then go out for lunch (:

Friday, January 12, 2007

8:24 PM

today was boring - as usual

school went ok.

besides the fact that i was given a TON of review packets to do over the weekend -

lucky thing we have a 3 day weekend, if not i'll never EVER be able to finish all those packets,

and i SERIOUSLY want to pull my grades up,

& i havnt listened/payed attention/done my work all year,

so i guess the best thing to do right now is cram in all those review packets.

in case any of u are wondering what review packets are,

they are like HUGE review worksheets with like 10 pages, front & back -

but weird terms americans use yeah?

review packets

anw, back to me whining about my review packs,

i got one in math, one in physical science, one in english(which i think i left in sch), & one in

economics.

im exempting gym/health, so no researching for the paper that i would have to

write if i didnt exempt that exam.

another weird thing that americans do -

exempt exams -

i think its basically to try to stop us from skipping class and sch.

u have to have 3 or less absenses to exempt an exam every semester.

i can only exempt pe casue thats the only class that i had 3 or less absenses from,

if not i would have chosen science or smth like that.

alright.

the topic for today is, love handles

me and gill call them back fat.

some people call them spare tires

or beer bellies

love handles are the layer of fat that bulges over when u wear tight pants,

or when u have a tight shirt on and it shows -

idk why they call it love handles, but they look more like hip and back fat

to me.

basically, thats place where all the fat from the french fries and chips and burgers go.

(besides your thighs, and maybe ur midsection)

that second picture, is REALLY gross.

i could NEVER imagine walking around with a slab of fat bursting out of your pants. thats just like REALLY GROSS.

and that first picture - imagine that person in a bikini.

that would be pretty gross too. EEEWWW

but still, its a problem that most girls have( some men, but mostly women). abnd no matter how skinny you are, it always shows. not like the picture above, but u can just tell that that area is not as skinny as all the other areas.

some people may not have noticed their 'back fat' but put ur hands on ur hips, and if u can squeeze it, that means u have love handles.

my mom always says that fat always goes to the places that are the hardest to burn the fat off, your thighs, butt, love handles, arms, and tummy

i dont have the butt, arms and tummy problems, but i definitly have the love handle and thigh problem.

at least, i think i do. LOL

i usually don't talk about 'weight/ body/ image issues' in my house, because all my mom will do, is go on nagging about how she thinks im anorexic and everything.

she taped a show called - real women have curves, and hunger point, and all these other shows and movies, trying to get me to eat more.

but seriously, even though magazines always talk about how girls should have curves, i think curves are UGLY. i would rather be thin than have curves.

anw, back to love handles -

i just read that love handles are what affects your waist line. as in like your pants size.

like how some people look the same size but their pants are like 2 sizes bigger - its because of their love handles.

the only way to lose it, is to do like lots of ab workouts and crunches and stuff like that (luckily, those are the only workouts i like to do)

Cut the salt
The amount of too much salt in your diet is responsible for around 80% of love handles. High amount of sodium in your body will direct to "water retention," which makes love handles more prominent. So reduce the amount of salt in all kind of food you use.

so yeah. im too lazy and tired to post more.

im gonna go sleep on the couch cause im too lazy to put my bedsheets on, and i have to get up early tmr morning to go to the gym.

alright - night (:

Thursday, January 11, 2007

7:38 PM

hey guys

havnt updated in a few days.

anw, sch only starts at 9.20 tmr so i can stay up late and post (:

i hope i dont mess up my nails!

i just painted it like a deep purpleish-redish color.

the bottle says its called - wing it wine creme

but its pretty anyways.

and i cut my nails down.

its supposed to be like the new style - short nails.

not like short short nails, but like shorter squareish rounded nails.

ok i know im totally boring u out.

esp the guys.

so im just gonna go ahead and skip the boring part.

i just heard a song and it sooo reminded me of the

show i watched when i was in singapore.

its jasmine's show.

like the ones with like 20 discs/series.

kind of like liu xing hua yuan.

anw, i just remembered that i didnt watch the ending!

i think i stopped at like disc 18 and that was on the day

that i was leaving, so i had to return the disc to her and

i didnt get to watch the ending.

they said that the ending is like REALLY GOOD.

damn it. endings are my favorite part or these long shows.

u watch like 18 discs just to get to the ending and i didnt get to see the ending.

im like pissed. LOL

i just thought about it like 5 mths later. HAHA

anw, my topic for today is - bengs and lians

yupyup, u read right.

the topic is about love struck bengs and lians who think they are

in love at like 16

ok. to start off the story, i think love at such a young age is bullshit

LOL. no offense to those that think they are in love,

but correct me if im wrong.

ok. back to the love at such a young age thing.

firstly, we always say that we're in love.

like wayy too much. LOL

and its not like we're ever gonna get married to our

current bfs/gfs, unless the guy gets the girl

pregnant and they have no choice but to get married because

shes going to give birth soon,

but those get-married-because-ur-pregnant things don't work

out like 98% of the time.

so girls, don't be stupid (:

LOL

ok. back to the bengs and lians -

so, i don't get why lians, will like cut up their arms because their

'beng lovers' broke up with them.

i mean - get real.

ur not gonna get married to him or whatever.

she might like her bf like ALOT.

but she probably doesnt love him yet.

LOL. im talking about this mainly because i just watched

a movie yesterday called mr.fix-it,

and me and willie were talking about it that day.

he said that lians that like carve their bfs names into the arms -

like la0p0 aii la0g0ng 1314, 3344, 184, 4567, 5678, 123

and whatever numbers are only a step above transvestites

on the ur-so-stupid chart.

LOL. cute way to put it, but its kind of true.

ok. i think i sound a little too bitchy today,

so im gonna stop here on this topic.

i'll continue it tmr - maybe.

ok. i have new makeup tips that i just discovered and

im gonna swear by all my life -

mascara

i use curl and lengthening mascara first, then a lash brush to sperate

my lashes, then i put a volumizing mascara over that,

then i curl my lashes slightly, so they look natural.

eyeliner

use liquid liner to line the outside half of ur upper and

lower lash lines,

then use a white eyeliner to line ur inner lash lines and the

corners.

eyeshadow

use a peachy - white eyeshawdowon ur lids all the way to ur eyebrows,

then use a brown eyeshadow on ur creases.

then take a bronze eyeliner and draw a line right

on ur crease to make ur crease look bigger.

blush

use cream blush on ur cheekbnes and apples of ur cheeks,

and then use loose powder to set it, and then use a shimmery

powder blush over the powder.

eyebags

put a little bit of orangy-red lipstick on ur eyebags,

and then use liquid concealer over it.

bronzer

use bronzer under ur cheek bones to make ur cheekbones

stick out more.

nose

use a white eyeshadow or loose powder to draw a line

on the bridge of ur nose.

it makes it look straighter and slimmer

ok. thats all (:

Monday, January 08, 2007

3:18 PM

OMG.

im like super dissapointed in myself for not

running over break.

now im like out of shape & it feels like day 1

like WTF? i threw away like 2 mths of training because im

such a slacker and im soo damn lazy.

i just feel like giving up.

im not running the meet on wedensday.

i dont care what my coaches say. IM NOT RUNNING

this is like figure skating.

only that figure skating is worse, because when

you dont practice and you do your spins and jumps,

you fall and it hurts.

maybe this is worse, because ur legs get all sore and cramped and

u feel like ur gonna faint.

i just broke my new years resolution, of not whining

and complaining so much, but whatever -

im super angry at myself

& im like soo tired!

im sick & tired of sch

and i have like mud all over my legs because we had to run the trail

and the mud like splashed on my legs.

i just wanna skip all my homework and just go and sleep.

soo annoying.

but im not gonna break another new years resolution -

im gonna do my homework.

i better go do it and wash the mud off my legs,

then i can go sleep

who cares about dinner when ur in this kind of mood?

& you knw what? im in sch everyday from 9am - 5.30pm

thats like a working day for adults

and adults don't get homework and tests and projects

and whatever shit.

my life sucks.

they should have like national rachael appreciation day

to appretiate and pay tribute to my hardwork that i slog through

everyday.

and i've learned how to suck it up and not create trouble just to

get what i want (:

all the more reason to have a national rachael appreciation day

or make it international -

so the ppl in singapore can appreciate me too (:

Sunday, January 07, 2007

10:04 AM

HEY!

my daddy just left like an hour ago.

dont knw whens the nxt time im gonna see him

maybe nxt mth -

anw, jialuo and that whole group want to be 'decent'

HAHA.

he said their sick of being 'gangster-like' so

all of them cut off their fringe

LOL. i think thats soo cute (:

jialuo said that he wants to be mr. decent BOOKWORM top 10.

and he said he had the most extreme hair makeover. HAHA

i lost my anchor necklace.

like my favorite one. the one i always wear.

dik where it is, and its like super hard to find anchor necklaces.

if you see one, buy it for me -

i'll pay you back (:

my necklace looks kinda like that

i found this necklace!

i made it when i was younger but its like instyle now (:

& my mom gave me this pearl and gold necklace.

ssoo pretty (:

vintage/hobo is like soo in now

LOL. look at the dumbass reading and digging his nose.

me and my brother made fondue just now.

we melted our halloween chocoates and dipped like pretzels and cookies and

stuff in it

i have to study that whole stack of vocab cards for tmr -

OMGOMGOMGOMG !!

Saturday, January 06, 2007

8:20 PM

oh yeah .

the song, its -

black eyed peas - gone going

8:07 PM

i hereby swear that im NEVER EVER

eating/drinking :

french fries
macdonalds
icecream
hashbrowns
potato chips
mushrooms (because of this totally disgusting story my mom told me)
peanuts
non-diet drinks
apple juice or any kind of juice
kitkats
snickers

so far so good (:

6 days into the new years and i havnt eaten any of those things (: (: (:

one day im gonna swear off white chocolate, peanut butter, pasta & cake

i like survive on those things -

maybe. just maybe. the hardest is peanut butter & white chocolate!!

ARCHIVES.