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Saturday, June 30, 2007
4:59 PM


hello, sunshine.

no pictures to start off my post today .. sorry.
matter of fact, i havnt taken pictures at all today. pretty surprising.
well, i guess i looked too much like crap to take any pictures of myself, or anything else.

ohh. guess what?
i discovered a new band today, called my american heart.
pretty darn good (: my kind of music ..

i've changed the way i type by the way.
like full sentences starting from the left instead of center aligned texts. like it better this way?

i figured that going on to the next line like after every 2 words make my posts look too wordy and boring?
so i'll try this out and see how it looks. haha. im such a freaking loserrr. who changes the layout of the way they type just to see if it looks better?

alright. sooo, what i did today?
today was a pretty long day, considering the fact that i got up at 10 AM. i never get up before 12 on normal days. but i guess i got up this early today because everyone was making sooo much noise, and jumping on me and everything.

my mom was acting weird this morning.
i took a shower after breakfast this morning, and kind of stripped in front of her, and she got all offended and said that if i die from anorexia, people will always blame the mom.
and i was like whattt? and she said: you didnt finish your breakfast this morning ..
RANDOM?


anyways, after that, we walked to the mall to get me new headphones for my mp4 cause someone or something sat on them, and the wire snapped. LOL.

ohh, guess what ..
we're going on a cruise.
probably to prague or berlin or croate (is that how you spell that?) or something.

im supero mucho gusto el grande excited (:
but its not confirmed yet though, they were still deciding on what country to sail to.

anyways, after that, we went for lucnh as a family at this superly awesome sushi bar.
they have THE BEST japanese curry i've ever tasted.
but the sushi's alright i guess .. i like americanized sushi better (:

after lunch, we drove to the southern most tip of sweden.
it was like 15 minutes away?

and they have all these GORGEOUS BEACHES there, with like TOTALLY WHITE & fine sand.
but OF COURSE, the weather sucked (like always) and it was too fuckass cold to get in the water or tan.

but i HAD TO touch the ocean somehow, so i just walked along the coast ..
funnnn . NOT.

the wind was soooo strong that it hurt when the sand blew onto our feet, and the sand kept like blowing into my eyes and mouth .. totally GROSS.

we left after like 10 minutes and went to get pastries and went home and had desserts and coffee.
even since we got here, i've been drinking coffee like 5 times a day. nottt kidding.

lets see ..
i drank 4 cups of coffee today.

this country loves coffee and pastries and desserts.
totally my kind of country (:

ohh. and i went downstairs to the garden to read my new book -
the diaries of moneypenny.
its a mucho gusto coolio book about like the secret service and james bond and stuff.

a refreshing change from the bimbostic books that i usually read about teenage love and stuff like that.

ahaha. i think james bond is sooo totally real, but my dad says its just fiction.
whatever.
i think james bond is real just like i think santa is real (:

went for a run after that,
we ran to the harbor and went for a concert called 'happynewdog, goodnight sun'
which is like saying goodnight to the sun cause it sets at like 2am.

the concert was pretty bad, but the running and sun was good (:
i havn't ran in the LONGEST TIME.
i was surprised i had the stamina to run all the way from the beach to western harbor and back, and then to the harbor again ..


oohhkayy.
i think this is possibly the longest post ever?
so, im gonna end right here.

good night, sunshine.
(the suns already rising. i can tell from my skylight. lol)

PS: i changed my myspace settings, so its no longer private, and TOTALLY VIEWABLE (:

Friday, June 29, 2007
10:47 AM


new pics on my myspace ..
too lazy to upload here, and it won't upload on friendster

heres the link -
myspace.com/genduuuhhh

Wednesday, June 27, 2007
3:28 PM





hey. i havnt blogged in the longggest time,
and im pretty sure about half the population of the world
hates me forever for it ..

but yeahh.
im boredd now, with absolutely nothing to do,
so this is yourrr chance to get your read on!!

ahhhh. im such a loserrrr

alright.
so im pretty sure everyone wants to know what i've been doing?

well, these couple of days,
i've been lazy and i stayed at home for a total of 72 HOURS.

yesyes. i didnt leave the freaking house for 72 HOURS.

hi.
so its friday now,
no. technically it saturday since its like 3am now,
but yeah ..

i typed the top part a couple of days ago and fell asleep,
and then i forgot about it.

sooo, i guess im just gonna continue this post since i already uploaded pictures up top.

anyways,
im bored & freezing my ass off.

helpp?

i need some entertainment.
my sisters out clubbing,
and too bad i cant go cause it 25 and above ..

germaines not even 25 dudeeeee.

sooo .. jakes at the lake with trey where its
ohh sooo nice hot and sunny.

and gill's at the river where its
yet again ..
ohh sooo nice hot and sunny.

soo, its just me and skyler left,
stuck in not so
nice hot and sunny places,
with absolutely NO FRIENDS.

yeah.
so guess what we've been doing?

we've been setting specific times to go online and
'hang out with each other'

nowww,
thats supero mucho gusto el grande PATHETIC.

at least if we were in the same country,
we could PHYSICALLY hang out ..

but ohhh well.
im in a better country than he is.

ahahha.

i just watched this show about a 700 pound guy,
who can't walk, tie his shoelaces, or whatever.
he cant even sit in a chair.

he hasnt left his apartment in SEVEN YEARS.
ohh. and i was just complaining about not leaving the house for 72 hours
and couple of days ago.

72 hours is nothing
compared to seven years.

sev
en years is like ..
ALOT OF HOURS.

after watching that show,
it made me want to go for like a 45 minute run or do like 200 crunches or something.

haha.
i havnt done my little workout htings in a longggggg time.

remmeber when i used to do like 500 crunches a night.
lol.

oohhkayy.
i think im about to fall asleep again,
and i dont want to close my laptop cover and forget about this post AGAIN,

so im just gonna end it right here.
blog more tmr?
or whenever im bored.

ohhh mannn.
i can hear the music from all the clubs.

theres like 7 clubs within walking distance.

ohh. talking about walking distance,
i've been eyeing this supero mucho gusto el grande sweatshirt
for about 2 days.

and i think im gonna get it tomorow.
its like 98 kronos.

price dropped since a couple of days.
haha.

if you havn't already figured out,
i go shopping like everyday,
since we live right in the city.

its like freaking living in orchard road or something.
like living in/on one of the malls on orchard.

pretty darn awesome ..

that day,
me maine and my mom went into this store,
and this was how the conversation went:

me: heyy. they have new stuff since yesterday
maine: ohh yeah. they didnt have this when we came yesterday
mom: since YESTERDAY?

yupp. since yesterday ..

aww. the suns rising soon (:

as i said, i have a skylight in my room,and the sun rises at about 3.30am,
and sets at about 2am?

yeah.
sounds hard to believe,
but its trueeee.

alright.
goodnight lovers

Tuesday, June 26, 2007
12:31 PM

















Monday, June 25, 2007
3:10 PM

















too lazy for captions.
figure the pictures out for yourself.
.
and im not in the greatest mood either.
.
just got into a fight with jake over not saying bye when i sign off?
like WTF?
.
well, i'll just sleep it off.
goodnight people.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007
10:39 AM


WELCOME TO DAD'S APARTMENT/
OUR SUMMER HOUSE?



HELLOOO.

soo, i havnt blogged in about a week?

i have sooo many things to tell you guys,
but im not really in the mood.
ohhh well ..

i have pictures to make up for it though (:


welcome to daddy's apartment/ penthouse

looks like he has pretty good taste yeah?
lol. no .. he got this person to design his house. lol


that would be my room ..

oohh. the freaking awesome skylight that i can sleep under and tan while im sleeping (:

random pic of us at the airport ?
with lollipop sticks & I LOOK LIKE A LOSER ..

my dad was like: "welcome to the foyer"
pshhh. the smallest foyer i've ever seen in my life?
ahaha


the candles are like the coolest part of his apartment. haha

the gardennn!
the best place to eat cake and read my book (:

alright.
more pictures in my next post (:

Sunday, June 17, 2007
2:03 PM


heyyy.
im in sweden (: YAYY

its sooooo awesome here,
I LOVE IT!

im gonna move here. HAHA
alright. this is like one of the rare chances that i will get to blog,
but yeah. hope u guys don't get dissappointed.

we havnt done much yet, but its been alot of fun already!!
we arrived yesterday at like 1pm local time,
and we went to the grocery store.

HAHAH. it was sooo funny cause we didnt know how to read anyhting,
and we were just like guessing.

sweden is UNBELIEVABLE.
like its hard to explain what its like.

soooo, my dad has an apprtment/penthouse like right in the city square
so u can walk everywhere,
and all the stores are sooo cool.

haha. i cnat wait till tmr,
me and my sister are gonna walk around ALL DAY (:

i guess this is it for now ..
some swedish words to leave u with (:

kyckling = chicken
skinka = ham
ost= cheese
mjolk= milk
bord= bread
applesin= marmalade
parkering= parking
buss= bus
rea= sale. lke shopping sale (: woohoo. first swedish word i lernt (:
magasin=store. thats french
hejsan= hello
hej hej = hey
aido = bye
tack = thanks

i know like lottsss more, but i forgot. HAHA.
alright. goodbye lovers (:

Friday, June 15, 2007
7:14 AM


hey guys.
its 10.15 IN THE MORNING, and im already up. lol
jake called me at 5am today cause he wanted to talk to me.

haha. i begged for more sleep though,
so i slept till 9 and got up to talk to him.

i changed my song.
its LFO - every other time.

totally summery, and me and jake just picked that as our song.
LOL. it was funny. cause bfs & gfs always have THEY'RE OWN songs?

so we picked OUR song too.
hahhaa. totally random.

x3rachhass (9:14:58 AM): whats our song ?
JRRidlon11992 (9:15:13 AM): its gunna between
JRRidlon11992 (9:15:17 AM): summer love
JRRidlon11992 (9:15:23 AM): LFO
JRRidlon11992 (9:15:26 AM): everyother timre
JRRidlon11992 (9:15:35 AM): and welcome to my life
x3rachhass (9:16:00 AM): i like every other time and summer love
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:10 AM): kk
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:24 AM): ok
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:31 AM): so
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:34 AM): which 1
x3rachhass (9:16:38 AM): umm
x3rachhass (9:16:39 AM): idk
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:42 AM): lol
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:44 AM): kk
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:45 AM): at
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:49 AM): 321
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:52 AM): on 1
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:57 AM): u say wat we like
JRRidlon11992 (9:16:59 AM): ok
JRRidlon11992 (9:17:09 AM): at the same time
JRRidlon11992 (9:17:09 AM): deall?
x3rachhass (9:17:51 AM): alright
x3rachhass (9:17:53 AM): waiiitttt
x3rachhass (9:17:56 AM): i need to decide
x3rachhass (9:17:58 AM): hold on
JRRidlon11992 (9:20:24 AM): 3
JRRidlon11992 (9:20:28 AM): 2
JRRidlon11992 (9:20:35 AM): 1
x3rachhass (9:21:30 AM): wait
x3rachhass (9:21:31 AM): nooo
JRRidlon11992 (9:21:42 AM): lol
x3rachhass (9:21:51 AM): i suck at deciding
JRRidlon11992 (9:22:01 AM): lol
x3rachhass (9:23:07 AM): idk
x3rachhass (9:23:10 AM): ahahaha
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:12 AM): lol
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:17 AM): on 321
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:18 AM): ok
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:22 AM): ready
x3rachhass (9:23:23 AM): alright
x3rachhass (9:23:27 AM): nono
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:29 AM): 3
x3rachhass (9:23:30 AM): at 9.24
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:32 AM): 2
x3rachhass (9:23:33 AM): well do it
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:34 AM): 1
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:38 AM): loser
x3rachhass (9:23:41 AM): HAAHHAHA
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:42 AM): =)
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:44 AM): ok
JRRidlon11992 (9:23:46 AM): 924
x3rachhass (9:24:02 AM): lol
JRRidlon11992 (9:24:07 AM): LFO
x3rachhass (9:24:08 AM): everyothertime
JRRidlon11992 (9:24:12 AM): lol
x3rachhass (9:24:13 AM): (:

oopps.
i forgot to post a picture before i started rambling on.
haha. ohhh well.

oh, and you know what i just realised ?
my blog doesnt have a history.
like when you can look back and read the posts i posted earlier?

i'll try to fix that today.

well, i think im going back to sleep.

its too early for any civilization to be up and awake.

haha. alright.
bon tres dormir (:


Thursday, June 14, 2007
11:47 PM


3 posts in like 5 minutes?
i totally broke the record (:
.
haha.
and this is post number 4 (:
.
alright.
im soo freaking tired.
its like 2.48
.
fantastic 4 was longer than i expected. LOL
.
ohhh.
did i tell u guys i cleaned the bathroom for the first time ever in my life?
.
and i fell into the bathtub while i was cleaning it,
and knocked my head into the side.
.
it hurt sooo bad,
i thought i got a freaking concussion. HAHA
.
anyways,
i guess this is my last post for the week?
.
im not sure if i'll get to post in sweden,
but i hope i will.
.
if not, this will be the last post until i get back ..
which is 2 months later?
.
haha.
i soo totally love u guys.
.
even though i lost all my blog frequenters?
.
goodbye lovers (:
au revoir

11:32 PM


alright.
i think i just offended about a thousand people
with my freaking ADD actions,
and not thinking things over before doing them.
.
i thought it was funny to see if joanne's bf will cuss me out
if i like totally go all out to cuss joanne out.
.
but apparently not..
god, i feel soooooooooooo bad.
.
like i freaking kicked her when she was down.
i totally take ALL THE THINGS I SAID BACK,
and i want you to know that I TOTALLY DIDNT MEAN ANY OF THE THINGS I SAID.
.
to me it was just a joke/prank kinda thing?
i thought it was like REALLY funny too.
LOL
.
anyways,
i TOTALLY apologise.
.
i didn't mean to cause drama AT ALLLLL.
please DON'T HATE ME FOREVER?
.
ooohhh.
i just got back from watching fantastic four 2.
it was awesomeee.
.
and the dodge car was soo cool.
now my sisters like all proud cause she has a dodge.
.
she was like " thats my car's cousin"
pshhh.
.
johhny - the flying fire guy
is soo hot (:

11:14 PM



that was when i slept over at gill's.
pretty awesome huh?
LOL. we're dorks

OMG.
i just read the post i posted just now.

freaking love struck?
ahhaha. totally contradicting myself about how love doesnt exist when your like 14?

LOL. i still don't believe it exists though.
haha.

im such a loserrrrr

5:08 PM


LOL. this picture was a while back on joel's birthday.
we got 1343 tickets at chuck e. cheeses.
HAHA. we were soo damn proud.
.
ok. i cant even tell you about the bad luck my family's been having all week.
.
u know the saying -
"bad things always come in three's"?
.
NOT TRUE.
bad things come in hundereds in our case ..
  1. my passport expired yesterday?
  2. the air conditioning in our house broke
  3. my sister's camera got stepped on at the beach so now she doesnt have a camera to bring to sweden.
  4. the internet won't work
  5. the phone line got cut off
  6. the freaking tv blew up
  7. i fell into the bathtub when i was trying to clean it. LOL

there was like wayyyyy more things.
but i forgot. HAHA.

anyways, im just sooo glad we're leaving tmr (:
i hopppeee we don't or our flight is delayed and we miss the connection flight or something like that.

touchhh wood.
now.

HAHA.
lol. we had chocolate fondue today,
and my sister like freaking put liqueur in it.

and she put quite alot in too.
haha. she put like baileys and kahlua and idk what else.

but i swear you could get drunk from eating that fondue.
haha.
shes such a freaking alchoholic

gosh, i love my bf (:
ok. so i went away to pack my stuff for sweden, and when i came back,
he like left me a message on AIM.

JRRidlon11992 (10:38:21 PM): i just love u so much and i love the way u kiss me it just makes me so warm inside and i love when u look at me with ur beautiful eyes


JRRidlon11992 (9:02:20 PM): while ur gone i guess i should tell u how much i miss u, so when u get back u can laugh at me on how much of a dork i am
JRRidlon11992 (9:02:32 PM): here it goes
JRRidlon11992 (9:05:29 PM): I love u Rachael Jillian Siew and im gunna miss u so much you just have no idea... You are really perfect in my eyes and even though u said i could do watever i wanted with a girl at the beach i just wanted to insure that i cant casue im in love with you.. I love u so much and im glad ive found a person like u...


and he like leaves me all these messages on myspace and stuff for me to wake up to,
and when i go out he like writes stuff for me to read when i get back.

JRRidlon11992 (12:44:41 AM): hey rach
JRRidlon11992 (12:44:52 AM): im probaly in bed when u read this but
JRRidlon11992 (12:46:13 AM): and now for the cute message
JRRidlon11992 (12:48:12 AM): Ill start it off to tell u how much i am going to miss u and i promise u that we r going to get back togtehr after u get back
JRRidlon11992 (12:48:21 AM): so all u have to do is promise me =)
JRRidlon11992 (12:48:23 AM): oh
JRRidlon11992 (12:48:27 AM): and i love ur eyes
JRRidlon11992 (12:49:44 AM): it just makes my day if i could just look in them for a second
JRRidlon11992 (12:50:48 AM): also when u get back from sweden be sure to look at ur front porch i will have a little sumthin sumthin for u

hahah. ok. so u wanna read what i wrote back?
its soo freaking long. LOL

x3rachhass (10:40:29 PM): ok
x3rachhass (10:40:38 PM): im gonna think of something cute too
x3rachhass (10:40:47 PM): ummm
x3rachhass (10:40:49 PM): alright
x3rachhass (10:40:51 PM): i got it
x3rachhass (10:42:50 PM): i love u more than cookies and cream icecream, and watermelons, and sleeping in, and i would get up everyday at 5am and sacrifce my sleep just to talk to u and i would stop eating cookies and cream icecream and watermelons just to show how much i love u.
JRRidlon11992 (10:45:12 PM): if u would sacrifice cookies and ice cream
JRRidlon11992 (10:45:18 PM): then i really do love me
JRRidlon11992 (10:45:35 PM): =)
JRRidlon11992 (10:47:23 PM): then u really do love me*
x3rachhass (10:48:26 PM): and i love when u kiss me everywhere every second when we watch movies and hold my hand really tight. it makes me never wanna let go . and i love how u say that was good after everytime we makeout and i love ur american idol singing and i love it when u pick me up and swing me around and hug me reallllllyyyy tight. i would tiptoe as high as i can to hug u and i love when u look me in the eye with ur really really brown/ hazel eyes. no. its honey brown. yeah. ur honey brown eyes. and i love how u always give me the loser sign everytime u see me. and i love how u pay attention to every detail and always write me cute little things that i DONT ifnd dorky at alllll. and i love it when u rub ur face against mine even though it messes up my hair and i love ur really really cute stuttering (: and i love how u always make sure im cool with everything and u care about what i think and u understand me. I LOVE U JAKEYYYYY (: .... alot. no alot is 2 words. a lot (: i love u (:
x3rachhass (10:48:34 PM): wooahh
x3rachhass (10:48:37 PM): that was lonngggg

ahhahah. awesome speech yeah?


Wednesday, June 13, 2007
7:48 PM




hello, lovers (:
.
yeah, so me and my sister spent ALL DAY sorting through our clothes,
picking stuff out to sell,
but when we brought it to the store, and they were
only willing to buy ONE BELT for a dollar.
.
oh, well.
i'll just donate it to charity or something.
lol
.
anyways, jake came over today,
and we played mario kart racing and watch decend.
.
lol. he kept trying to scare me and trying to make me
scream. LOL
.
i won't see him for 2 months,
till i get back from sweden.
.
ooohhhh that sucks.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007
7:29 PM



those were pictures from monday,
when me and gill were tanning (:
.
me and jake went on a movie marathon today.
haha.
.
we watched 3 movies -
  1. hostel 2
  2. surfs up
  3. oceans 13
haha.
pretty awesome (:


its sooo fun going to movies with him cause its not awkward when we kiss.
LOL. i always think its awkward when i kiss people
during movies.


& we we made out like 5 times even though the rule
was no making out before i go to sweden, but
oh well.

i guess that rule has gone down the drain?
haha.

and he drove me home after the movies
and hes actually a pretty good driver.

i didnt feel like i was gonna die (:
haha


Monday, June 11, 2007
9:47 PM


yayyy!
i think this is really summery.
.
cute too (:
.
and my song is summery too .
awesome (:
i love summer time

5:29 PM


hey guys (:
.
i need to change my blogskin.
i need to change it to something summery?
this one reminds me of winter.
.
HAHA
today: went shopping.
got a couple of bracelets and necklaces and lipgloss,
went out for lunch at red lobster.
.
yeah, thats about it
.
anyways,
some dates for u guys?
(if you're even interested in knowing. haha)
.
tomorrow: movie marathon
wednesday: skating
thursday: jake's house?
friday: flight at 7:45
saturday: arriving in sweden at 1 (:
.
im not gonna be here for 2 months?
god, im gonna miss my friends (:
.
HAHA.
.
anyways,
i have some videos to put on here,
but i dont know how to.
.
so, if anyone does, teach/show/explain it to me?

Sunday, June 10, 2007
8:53 AM


i thought this was pretty cool.
i got it from bryan's blog,
so i took the quiz too -
.
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Melissa is your soulmate.
You truly love Jake.
You consider Skyler your true friend.
You know that Gill is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Rachel for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Molly is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Trey is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Jasmine is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jasmine changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Kimberly is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Kimberly has a hidden internet romance.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyoureallythinkofyourfriendsquiz/">What Do You Think of Your Friends?
.
alright.
i'll do a couple more.

SUMMER SUNSHINE?
RACHAEL - dont forget that name, its gonna be famous someday.
its the perfection that i envy,
& the image that im chasing,
thats holding me back.

what if everything i told you were all lies?

basically, im anything but ordinary.

i would totally marry any guy with a rose tattoo.
random, but true

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retail therapy, TLC,
people watching
fruit spritzers, glossy magazines,
icecream, white chocolate, movies,
Sweden!
boys, soccer, cars,
mighty 6!
coffee, running, SUMMER!
chai lattes, smores, singapore!


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