Tuesday, December 18, 2007
overdrive
6:57 PM
does hard work really pay off?
god, it better in my case.
i've been working soooo hard.
pulling up my grades and all.
i've thrown myself into overdrive.
so far, my grades have been going up,
but i still havn't gotten my cell back.
I've even started running.
did 1 1/2 miles today.
plan to get up to 5 miles by new years.
but who cares about all that boring stuff?
no one even bothers to notice the work i've been putting in trying to get my life together by new years.
my friends are still being gay.
but its really not my fault.
blame it on my stupid boyfriend ..
hell,
maybe i shouldn't even try getting everything in place.
im gonna be packing my stuff into stupid brown boxes again,
and moving my ass over to austin, texas.
Texans don't even like carolina girls.
sometimes i just wish my parents could understand what it feels like to move.
just packing up and leaving everything that you've been used to,
every person thats been in your life for the last couple of years.
having to start from ground zero again.
its hard.
and its never gonna get any easier.
no one ever thinks about why i keep rebelling.
maybe its because i hate it?
maybe its because i don't wanna leave everything behind for the 5th time in my life?
maybe its because i've barely gotten used to carolina,
and you're about to yank me away from the closest things i have to friends.
i hate my life right now.
i really do.
i wouldnt care as much about the material stuff if i actually had people that i could care about.
the only reason why im so materialistic is because wherever i go,
i'll always have my stuff.
im not spoiled.
they just owe me.
afterall,
my hearts still in singapore.
thats what they owe me.
friends,
family,
people who love me .
if only they could understand.
xoxo,
rach
god, it better in my case.
i've been working soooo hard.
pulling up my grades and all.
i've thrown myself into overdrive.
so far, my grades have been going up,
but i still havn't gotten my cell back.
I've even started running.
did 1 1/2 miles today.
plan to get up to 5 miles by new years.
but who cares about all that boring stuff?
no one even bothers to notice the work i've been putting in trying to get my life together by new years.
my friends are still being gay.
but its really not my fault.
blame it on my stupid boyfriend ..
hell,
maybe i shouldn't even try getting everything in place.
im gonna be packing my stuff into stupid brown boxes again,
and moving my ass over to austin, texas.
Texans don't even like carolina girls.
sometimes i just wish my parents could understand what it feels like to move.
just packing up and leaving everything that you've been used to,
every person thats been in your life for the last couple of years.
having to start from ground zero again.
its hard.
and its never gonna get any easier.
no one ever thinks about why i keep rebelling.
maybe its because i hate it?
maybe its because i don't wanna leave everything behind for the 5th time in my life?
maybe its because i've barely gotten used to carolina,
and you're about to yank me away from the closest things i have to friends.
i hate my life right now.
i really do.
i wouldnt care as much about the material stuff if i actually had people that i could care about.
the only reason why im so materialistic is because wherever i go,
i'll always have my stuff.
im not spoiled.
they just owe me.
afterall,
my hearts still in singapore.
thats what they owe me.
friends,
family,
people who love me .
if only they could understand.
xoxo,
rach
Sunday, December 09, 2007
11:57 AM
Christmas is in like 12 days, and my fucking blog has
HELLO SUMMER!
plastered across the top in bright pink letters.
yeahh.
That kind of doesn't work in the middle of december ..
it HAS been in the mid-seventies this past week though,
i grabbed at the opportunity to whip out those ten pairs of shorts
that i sooo intelligently bought at the end of summer ..
anyways, my life has been a mess.
a major mess.
like when you drop a box full of beads on the floor and you're like
"oh shit! i have to pick all that up? theres no way im gonna be able to"
kind of mess.
like i don't know how im gonna fix this.
i basically abandoned all my friends,
and now they've abandoned me back.
and im grounded for the next 9 weeks,
and my phone was confiscated by my dumbass bio teacher,
and it's still sitting in the fuckass front office ..
and my stupid boyfriend doesnt understand shit and keeps giving me problems.
I HATE BOYS.
no shit, no lie.
all they do is create trouble in every woman's life.
maybe i should just turn lesbian ..
anyways, theres pictures down there ..
pretty self-explanatory, so no captions needed.
they're basically dad putting up the Christmas tree in the China room
(we call it china cause of the chinese themed furniture and deco)
and dinner at Outwest Steak house,
Stacey's birthday eve dinner,
and me and my brother's gingerbread house (:
ohh - the spirit of christmas.
im never gonna get what i asked for anyway.
i wrote a letter to santa and put it on my fridge,
asking for a puppy.
yeah right.
im never gonna get one ..
i really need some coffee and a heart-warming christmas movie.
i'll start blogging more as soon as i get my life in order.
until then,
happy hannukah (:
xoxo,
Rach
HELLO SUMMER!
plastered across the top in bright pink letters.
yeahh.
That kind of doesn't work in the middle of december ..
it HAS been in the mid-seventies this past week though,
i grabbed at the opportunity to whip out those ten pairs of shorts
that i sooo intelligently bought at the end of summer ..
anyways, my life has been a mess.
a major mess.
like when you drop a box full of beads on the floor and you're like
"oh shit! i have to pick all that up? theres no way im gonna be able to"
kind of mess.
like i don't know how im gonna fix this.
i basically abandoned all my friends,
and now they've abandoned me back.
and im grounded for the next 9 weeks,
and my phone was confiscated by my dumbass bio teacher,
and it's still sitting in the fuckass front office ..
and my stupid boyfriend doesnt understand shit and keeps giving me problems.
I HATE BOYS.
no shit, no lie.
all they do is create trouble in every woman's life.
maybe i should just turn lesbian ..
anyways, theres pictures down there ..
pretty self-explanatory, so no captions needed.
they're basically dad putting up the Christmas tree in the China room
(we call it china cause of the chinese themed furniture and deco)
and dinner at Outwest Steak house,
Stacey's birthday eve dinner,
and me and my brother's gingerbread house (:
ohh - the spirit of christmas.
im never gonna get what i asked for anyway.
i wrote a letter to santa and put it on my fridge,
asking for a puppy.
yeah right.
im never gonna get one ..
i really need some coffee and a heart-warming christmas movie.
i'll start blogging more as soon as i get my life in order.
until then,
happy hannukah (:
xoxo,
Rach
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
7:44 AM
ooohhh. my gosh...
im sooo bored.
we're in the media center during earth science and im bored out of my mind ..
i'd rather be in classsleeping or talking or something -
after all, i am known for sleeping.
and i DO need to catch up on some beauty sleep.
i slept for merely 9 hours last night?
the day before i slept from 3pm to 8am the next morning.
ook. im gonna continue doing theidiot test ...
oh the boringness of school ...
& our computers suck
xoxo,
rach
