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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
12:04 AM


its like 3.04 am right now, & i was going to wait till 5 or 6 to call melissa & conference with jasmine, eunice, jess & joa to find out whats been going on.
but im too damn tired.

& i don't think i'll last till 6.

but its already 3 now, & i've come so far!
only 3 more hours!
so idk if i shoul djust go to bed, or stick it out till 6.



anyways, i was reading my posts from last summer, when i was in sweden.
& i can't believe i complained about being in europe all summer!

like what the hell was i thinking?
i would kill to spend another 3 months in sweden, living with my dad in his immaculate, ikea-furnished apartment, people watching at cute cafes with kristian, going to the skatepark, tanning at the harbor, & jetting to different parts of europe, eating each country's signature foods.



i can't believed i complained about that!
i must've been crazy.

Monday, June 23, 2008
11:28 AM


i called singapore last night!
arn't you proud of me?

i havn't called in like the longest time.

me & my mighties (all 6 of us!) talked for like 2 hours, trying to yell over each other so that the rest could hear you talking, & complaining that the other person was talking too loud.

im gonna call again in like 2 days.
& talk to all 5 of them (:

can you imagine their phone bill after these 2 calls?
plus i called sean bryan & daniel & talked to them for like an hour & a half each time. & i calle d like 2 or 3 times.

bryan will be sooo screwed if he has to pay for those calls.


anyways, while we we're talking last night,
jess said "do you really read my blog?"
i was like "not really, i just look at pictures."

haha. so i figured people probably won't read what i type either. so i'll post pictures for you guys to look at (:

this is our house in austin, texas.
its slightly bigger than our current house with the 3 car garage.
but NO POOL!
thats alex.
& someone took this fugly picture of me ..

you see the star on my hand?
the security people at greene street had to draw those stupid stars on our hands so that people will know that we're underaged, & we can't get drinks at the bar.

isn't that sad?


at alex's apartment again.
i turn sooo red whenever i drink. & my eye balls turn like bright pink. haha

they always make fun of me saying im a lightweight


strawberry milkshake from wendy's!



driving to the arbor run pool!

haha. i loveeeeeee this car!
we named it summer! we always like drive around in it in our bikinis like singing at the top of our lungs. & everyone just like stares at us ..

you realise how dangerous this is?
driving & taking pictures ..
stacey kept saying "i need to concentrate!"

that would be funny if we wrecked, & people ask "what happened?"
we'll be like "oh, we were taking pictures .. "

haha. i would feel like a dumbass if that happened.



anyways, i really want a yellow mustang convertible!
but this ones silver.



cookout at huddy's house.
after their first couple of beers ..

they started posing.

& then as they drank more ..


they started sitting on each other's laps singing.

after more beer ..

they started dancing.

couple more ..

they started fighting!




stupid boys ..

me & stacey just sat with our feet in the hot tub giggling at them.

haha.


so thats about it for now.
im going back to sleep ..



xoxo,
Rach












Sunday, June 22, 2008
9:08 PM


i am sooooooooo bored.
i feel like im exiled in shitsboro with no friends & nothing to do!
i almost wish we still had school, then all my friends would still be here.

everyones at the beach, or went back to their hometown for the summer, or are on vacation!
im the only loser stuck here in nowheresville.

this is the first summer that im stuck here in shitsboro!

i should be in sweden right now.
or singapore.
or isreal.
anywhere but here.

at least i won't be here alllllllllllll damn summer.
i seriously think everyone bails greensboro as soon as schools out.
like literally no ones here - except for ryan & luke.

but its kinda awkward hanging out with them.
& all they do is watch movies. & they always deliberately watch scary movies when im with them because they know im scared.

& i don't even know them!
maybe thats why their always watching movies. cause theres no talking involved.
i mean we tried talking - but theres really nothing in common.

i only know ryan from dancing with him at rami's party.
& luke?
we're text buddies. but whenever we hang out, its kinda awkward.

i've ditched them both nights.
maybe i should go to the pool with them tomorrow ..





back to complaining bout fagsboro -


i can't believe im stuck here in greensboro!
its seriously the shittiest place in the world.
i can't even express my frustration towards this place.
it is seriously NOTHING without the people.

& im like a "be seen & be heard" kinda person, so im absolutely bored out of my mind & totally frustrated cause theres NO ONE here in shitsboro to see or hear me.

i can't wait to move.

& i still can't believe my parents made me stay here in greensboro for like half the summer.
at least im not stuck here all summer long.
i would absolutely die.



sorry, im just in a pissy mood right now.
i went golfing with my dad this morning & my hands are like all blistered.
its kinda gross.

& i hate greensboro.
someone please save me ..

xoxo,
Rach


Friday, June 20, 2008
12:18 PM


yeah yeah. i know i promised to blog about that night,
but i seriously just never got around to doing it.

so since i've got nothing better to do but lay in bed, browsing absolutely useless websites, & switching between books, i'll blog!

ook. so what was it i told you guys i would blog about?




yesyes. the show.
so theres this guy we know from school, gary.
hes a bassist in the band all in a year.

they got booked to play at greene street, which is where the up & coming bands play at.
it was interesting i guess ..
but not really my scene.

all these semi emo/goth girls would like absolutely scream their head off everytime a person in the band walked by.
& they we're fucking mosh dancing - headbanging at all.

we even pretended to join & freak out with them.
& whenever they screamed, i screamed. haha.
but it was seriously intense, so we just left the damn place.

his band was good though, its kind of comtemporary/punkish.
reminds me of sublime.





oook. so after we left, we went to alex's to try to coax him into doing a beer run.
but then he started throwing up, & he wouldnt let us drive his precious truck because he thought we would wreck it.

& he didnt want to ride in stacey's car either cause he said that he was too tall & stacey's car was too little. (which didn't make sense at all, because we could have just put the top down, & he would have as much space as he wanted. he could even stand up in the car for all i care.)

so we had to call shawn, to drive all the way down from kernersville, to drive christine(alex's truck's name) to the gas station so that alex could run in half drunk, to get our beer, because hes the only one with the fake id.

that whole process of obtaining a 12-pack of smirnoff & a 12 pack of busch ice took about 4 hours!

to be young & UNDERAGE!
it sucks.




alex said that he could just get me & stacey our own id's so that we can buy the beer ourselves.

but do you seriously think that i would pass as 21?





thats a clear cut example of america's oh-so-terrible government.




they think that we are responsible enough to drive at the age of 16, fight for our country and vote at the age of 18, smoke at the age of 14, but we can't drink & party for one night in our life before dying in iraq fighting for the country.






if i were president,
the first thing i would do is lower the drinking age.

whats so bad about drinking anyways?
every other country in the world lets their teens drink at the age of 18 ..




anyways, the funniest part of the night, was when we we're really buzzed,
like a group of 12 of us went to tacobell, & walked through the drive thru.

& when the person in the drive thru window asked why we were all walking thru the drive thru window, alex told him that we were being responsible, & not driving while intoxicated.

it was so funny, standing at the ordering station, all of us yelling into the little speaker thing telling the person what we wanted.

& then we had to walk to the paying window, & payed for it,
& walked to the pickup window to get our food.

haha. it made my life.

i have pictures in my other computer,
which i'll upload when i get on the desktop.

& i PROMISE i'll do it within the week.




i've been jumping all over the place in this post.
going from band shows, to being president, to tacobell ..

i'll post a more structured post next time.

unless germany loses & i get too depressed ..
but they wont!

so that means i'll definitely blog soon!

xoxo,
Rach

Friday, June 06, 2008
12:43 PM


mkay. since i havn't blogged in forever,
& there seems to be multitudes of Rachaels out there, i've decided to blog to clear things up.

first off, i havn't been replying tags in like forever, so the person who's been retuning my tags, IS NOT ME.

& i havn't been having problems with my internet connections.
but i still appreciate the person making up that excuse for me (:

secondly, that profile on friendster of carina, is not mine.
its just someone else using my pictures on their profile, so i DO NOT have multiple friendsters.


anways ..
i just got back from texas on tuesday.

& we bought a house there!
its gorgeous! & theres a guest bedroom for guests (:

so all of you guys can come visit me yeah?
plus austin is wayyy more fun & exciting than boring old shitsboro (its really called greensboro, but its shitty).

anyways, i've gotta go get ready.
stacey's picking me up at 5.30 to go to gary's band show, & a party after, & then we're sleeping over at alex's?

so i'll blog again when i get back.

xoxo,
Rach


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