HELLO, SUMMER

Saturday, March 31, 2007

6:18 PM

this guy on msn said
he saw me on tv yesterday
.
random?
why the fuck would i be on tv in singapore?

5:32 PM

i havnt had pics in a while,

& i dont really feel like typing.

SO LET THE PICS DO THE TALKING (:

omg. it kind of rhymes (:

anw, im off to go pack my stuff for the beach!

IM EXCCITTEEEEDDDD!

mom and brother

EASTER EGG HUNT (:

all the eggs were just like scattered on the grass.
not much of a HUNT

geez, i hate kids

random pics of MYSELF (:

joel's school musical (:

his teacher

LOL

my stupid ankle brace.

its sooo UGLY

i took it off yesterday.
couldnt stand the ugliness

MUSTANGS #7

somebody took my number 13 !

but i guess number 7 isnt tt bad

i made his costume AND did his makeup

i did a good job yeah?
i used white and black eyeliner to draw dots on his face,
and then i put on blush and mascara and eyeshadow for him (:

i put on bright red lipstick on joel too,
but he started crying,
so my mom made me wipe it off.
.
thats it (:
i'll be back on thursday (:

Thursday, March 29, 2007

8:42 PM

SPRING BREAK (:

ok. its OFFICIALLY SPRING BREAK!!!

yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah !

oh man, im sooo EXCITED -

IM GOING TO THE BEACH ON SUNDAY (:

yes, the beach,

where all my tube tops and shorts will come out and the weather will be hot and sunny and PERFECT !

YEAH!

im going with ashton to her beach house,

and we're leaving on sunday and coming back on thursday,

just in time for easter.

AND - my dad is coming back for easter (:

my sister is too!

there will be like TONS

of pictures and stuff,

so you'll be entertained (:

im like sooo excited (:

i've never gone with ashton to the beach before,

i usually go with kristen,

but this year, shes taking her bf.

so why the hell would i INTRUDE?

truth be told,

im kind of jealous that she picked her bf over me,

but thats probably what i would do,

if my mom would let me take my bf to the beach.

LOL.

but i have BAD NEWS :

i sprained my ankle.

AGAIN -

the same ankle.

geez, my ankle is like the fragil-est thing EVER

i mess my ankle up EVERY soccer season.

this is only the start of the season and i already hurt my ankle.

ok -

so heres how i sprained it.

(BTW, i think its totally NOT my fault.)

we were scrimmaging,

and i was heading the ball,

so when i was up in the air,

this fucker ran into me and pushed me,

so i fell and landed on my ankle.

I HOPE/WISH/PRAY that my ankle will be ok by sunday,

if not then i will get like an annkle tan line from my ankle brace.

SOOO NOT ATTRACTIVE.

anw,

somebody wrote in my tagboard about tips on losing weight?

i gues sim kind of a bad influence huh.

making people want to lose weight.

but anw,

i have to like lower my caloric intake cause of my stupid ankle.

I CAN'T RUN!

thats like MAJOR

RUNNING IS LIKE THE BEST THING EVER,

BESIDES SLEEPING.

UGHH.

I WANNA RUN!

lol.

but no sch tmr,

or the whole of next week (:

YAYAYYAYAYAY!

omg.

i feel like running.

i ran like 20 something laps yesterday.

like 22?

or maybe 21.

it felt GOOD (:

but then i sprained my ankle -.-

thats what happens when u get ahead of yourself.

ok.

im gonna go hang out upstairs.

OMG.

did i tell u that i dropped my cell phone all the way from upstairs to downstairs?

and it BOUNCED TOO.

AND IT DIDNT BREAK (:

i NEED to go shopping tmr.

i wanna get new bikinis,

and one for joanne,

and new sunglasses,

and like beach clothes and stuff.

new dresses too (:

BTW -
i changed my song.

its girlfriend by avril lavigne (:

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

5:25 AM

MORNING.

eating apples and waiting for brittney to come pick me up

IDK WHAT SHOES TO WEAR TO SCH!

and i have a REALLY cute dress on (:

2 more days till spring break (:

Monday, March 26, 2007

7:19 PM

oh yeah,
go check out gwen's blog.
ITS LIKE WAYY COOLER THAN THE US, & their accents are awesome (:
.
god, i wish i live in australia

6:39 PM

MONDAY BLUES

JUST 3 MORE DAYS!

just let me get through those 3 days

OMG.

i just binged.

i binged on nuts.

who the hell binges on nuts?

like peanuts and almonds and cashews?

GOD, IM GOING INSANE.

nuts are good for you?

i guess.

but not when u eat like 5000000000000000000

of them!

the sad thing is,

they're like 98734764574988374 calories!

OK.

TOMMORROW IS LIKE A NO BINGE/NO SWEETS/ NO SNACKS

RUN 4 MILES DAY (:

im gonna run 2 and a half miles in school,

and then 2 and a half,

or maybe 4 after sch.

IM EXCITED (:

god, i miss running.

i didnt run over the weekend.

& running just helps me DE-STRESS.

ITS TIME FOR SPRING BREAK -

seriously.

my heads going to fucking drop and burn.

or fry, or broil or like microwave or something.

i've been working SOOO HARD

over the last couple of weeks to bring my grades up.

its time i take a break (:

today was REALLY BAD.

like all day.

i have like THE WORST LUCK.

heres the story

i got up late,

couldn't find my armani shirt that i've been waiting WEEKS to wear,

when i finally found it,

my mom came into my room and told me that its gonna be kind of cold today,

SO I CAN'T WEAR SHORTS WITH MY ARMANI SHIRT.

OMG.

it was like sooo cute.

i pictured everything in my head.

the makeup and accesories and hair to go with it.

so, anw,

i just like took a random pair of jeans and just chose some random tank to go with it.

then i went downstairs and took FOREVER to make my salad for lunch.

left the house,

TOTALLY FORGOT MY FAQ PROJECT.

and i didnt even realise it

i had to like run down the hallway to make it in time for math,

when i walked in,

FUCK! HUGE MATH TEST.

FORGOT TO STUDY.

during the math test,

i suddenly remembered that i left my project at home.

looked in my bag,

OMFG. I DIDNT BRING MY CELL PHONE.

so, i couldn't call my mom to bring it here.

then i started getting a BAD headache cause i was like stressing.

so i layed my head down on the table ....

AND I FELL ASLEEP - in the middle of the math test.

then the bell rang,

i woke up and realised that i only did like the first 14 true/false questions,

and there were like 84785948275273653 more questions to go.

left the stupid room,

walked upstairs to my locker,

and guess what?

I FORGOT MY LOCKER COMBINATION!

(that shows how much i was stressing. i open my locker 2-3 times EVERYDAY! HOW THE FUCK DID I FORGET MY LOCKER COMBINATION?)

i tried like98734874 times,

i got like REALLY frustrated and annoyed so i started kicking my locker to try to get it open,

but it didnt open.

the trady bell rang,

so i had to run to french,

which is like ALL THE WAY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CAMPUS.

got there,

my bi-polar teacher was being bitchy and kept talking non stop.

i put my head on my table to rest and got yelled at.

then i took mybubblegum out of my bag,

and she told me to throw it away.

i asked like the whole class if i can use their cell phones,

but that stupid classroom had NO SERVICE.

so i asked the STUPID SKANK ASS BRITISH FUCK FACE BI POLAR STUPID FRENCH TEACHER,

if i can use the phone in her class room,

and she was like NO!

then i started giving her the pissed off face,

and i guess i looked like i was about to cry,

so she got all nice all of a sudden and was like.

"im sorry honey, but we're not allowed to let students use the telephones. too many students have done inappropriate things and dialing numbers that they shouldnt be dialing. i know you wouldnt do that, but.."

i like looked her in the eye and stared and then turned away.

GEEZ, I HATE TEACHERS.

then i got to 3rd period,

i snuck into ms joyner's room to use the phone,

and then bailey and gill and them all came in and started dancing and singing and like shaking their butts in my face.

ok.

so fast forward to 5th period.

so my mom brought the project over and im supposed to turn it in during this period,

and i was like all excited and everything to turn it in cause i've been stressing about it all day,

but HELL NO,

I TOOK IT OUT OF THE FOLDER,

AND MY TEACHER WAS LIKE.

"YOU DID IT IN THE WRONG FORMAT! IM TAKING A BIG PERCENTAGE OFF OF THAT, SO YOUR GRADING SCALE WON'T START AT 100."

i was like WTF.

just the fucking format was wrong.

AND I REALLY NEED TO UN-FAIL THAT CLASS AND PULL MY GRADE UP,

IF NOT I'LL STILL BE GROUNDED,

AND I CAN'T GO SHOPPING OVER SPRING BREAK,

LET ALONE GO TO THE BEACH.

AND i like treid everything to slavage my grade.

i like started commenting on her outfit and everything,

(EVEN THOUGH IT WAS LIKE BUTT UGLY)

BUT WHATEVER,

i dont care anymore.

you can't say that i didnt put in effort,

cause i stressed THE WHOLE DAY over that stupid project.

and stressing that much will give me wrinkles when i grow older,

so im over it.

ok.

im done.

sorry for ranting,

but i had to get it out there.

LOL

I CAN'T WAIT TO RUN TMR,

im excited (:

Friday, March 23, 2007

8:19 PM

ok.

i remember what i wanted to post about

yesterday,

my mom's friends came over for lunch,

and they were sooooo funny.

like OMFGLOLROFLMAO funny.

yesterday,

john edwards(who's running for president in 2008)

and his wife had a press conference on FOX news yesterday,

anouncing that his wife has cancer.

ok.

so my mom and her 2 other friends,

were like on the floor crying.

not literally,

but they were like SOOOO DRAMATIC

im not even kidding.

they were crying and were like

"OMG! THAT IS NOOOOTTT GOOD!"

"ITS LIKE SHES BEEN GIVEN THE DEATH SENTENCE!"

IT WAS SOOO FUNNY.

I LOVED IT (:

AND - one of her friends is a nurse,

so she was like on her hands and knees weeping,

and kept going "SHIT!"

HAHAHHAHA.

thats john edwards.

my mom and her friends were like

"HE IS SOOO HOT!"

"ISN'T HE GORGEOUS?"

"HES A HUNK!"

"HES 50!"

"HE LOOKS LIKE BARBIE BOY"

pshhh.

yeahh right.

more like barbie grandpa .

they were like crying over some

soon-to-be president.

someone

they don't even know!

my mom's friend was like

"i shook her hand! its like i almost know her!"

LOL.

i was like -

OhMyGosh, JUST SHOOT ME NOW.

why can't david beckham run for president?

i mean,

hes moving to california,

so he can run for president.

he SHOULD run for president

OhMyGosh
that would be sooo awesome if david beckham ran for president!

then we will seriously have a HOT PRESIDENT.

i swear,
if david beckham is president,
NOBODY WILL BREAK THE LAW.

at least the girls won't

8:15 PM

ok.

changed my blogskin.

DO YOU LIKE IT BETTER?

let me know yeah?

you're the one reading it anyways.

ok.

i went back to school today,

& the weather was like -

unbelievably hot

idk if the spelling is right,

but you get my point.

IT WAS REALLY HOT.

i wore my abercrombie shorts to school (:

thats how hot it was.

i HAD alot of stuff to blog about,

but somehow,

i forgot.

anyways -

i had pancakes for dinner (:

really good,

but FATTENING THOUGH.

& i really want some lobster bisque.

like sooo sososo bad.

maybe i'll go to red lobster tommorrow (:

Thursday, March 22, 2007

7:48 AM

THURSDAY (:

one day away from friday?

WHO'S NOT EXCITED ?

anyways,

i faked sick again today,

lol.

if u read my blog alot,

you should know that i do it quite alot.

im just really good at it (:

HAHA.

so its 10.51,

and im going to read for about 4 hours,

and see if i can finish reading

my book for my IRS project.

its due ON MONDAY.

yeah.

and im not even halfway through the book.

i suck.

BiG TIME.

im drinking tea right now,

for some reason.

i didn't really feel like drinking

coffee,

and tea is like the next best thing.

AND - tea has ZERO CALORIES

i drink it with splenda though.

i just realised that all the 6C

people are like UBER

close.

excluding me,

of course.

LOL.

idk why they're soo close.

i think if i were in singapore,

i wouldnt be hanging out with them either.

i don't know if i should

take the tea bag out of my cup.

are you supposed to?

or are you supposed to leave it in?

my teas getting really bitter.

idk if its because of the tea bag.

OMG.

i suck at common sense.

ok.

i'll call my mom and ask her.

where is she anyways?

shes still at the gym?

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

7:07 PM

wednesday: SOCCER (:

i had my first soccer practice of the season today.

i guess it was alright.

my coach played college soccer,

so i guess shes pretty good.

i wanted to play for the royals,

cause i played for them for 3 years,

but they put me in a differesnt team:

the mustangs (:

i don't know my number yet,

but i wanna be #13.

its what i always am.

i have like 329875237 shirts that have

the number 13 on the back.

my sweatpants have #13 on it too (:

ok.

this post is on my pet peeves:

i hate it when ..

people eat soo freaking fast
wolf whistling. like when guys go "whooo hooo!" its the most annoying thing in the world
when people call me by my middle name - JILIAN
people think my name is pronounced - raquel
people take FOREVER to decide on something
people freak out over the little-est things
my mom messes up my meal plans and schedule
people bite their nails
people look away when u look into their eyes.

theres still like 50 hundred thousand 84732948 things,
but im going to go listen to my beethoven to get
SMARTER (:

ok.
i'll blog tmr.

BYE (:

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

6:40 PM

its only TUESDAY ?!

OMG. can this week go by any slower?

its ONLY tuesday,

and i already feel like my brain is going to

disappear or something.

i don't have ANY energy,

whatsoever,

and i feel like im going to faint or something tragic like that will happen and some hot guy will have to give me CPR (:

which is not all that bad,

unless the person giving me CPR is like

REALLY HOT (:

and i feel all sore and stuff cuse i just got
back from running 2 and a half miles -

10 laps (:

ok.

i have pics from like DAYS AGO.

thats my dad (:

he came back from sweden for like 4 days,

and he couldn't sotp working.

even when we were going to fly kites,

he was still on him palm pilot/phone/whatever high tech thing,

emailing and conferencing and stuff.

its kind of annoying

AND - thats my brother

thats gill, when we went skating on sunday.

since there are no pictures of me,
cause i did all the picture taking,
im just gonna post a few pictures with me in it (:

this is like my ALL TIME FAVORITE
picture,
of like all freaking eternity,
cause right after we took the picture,
i dunked her head in the water with her mouth
open and all.
LOL (:

and in this picture,
you can see all the way down gill's throat.
.
like we're doing a bisectomy,
or whatever tomy.

anw, im talking to this guy in my english calss on AIM,
and hes like sooo annoying.

like UNBEARABLY ANNOYING.

hes like obsessed with me and
keeps telling me about how he got suspended and everything.

FYI: i don't like stupid guys that get
suspended for shoving some random guy's
head into a locker.

thats like the STUPIDEST THING EVER.

alright.
i need to go study.

i have this MAJOR test in civics tmr,
and i REALLY need to study for it
because i only have 8 more days do pull my grades up.

all As and Bs,
if not then im grounded,

which means that
i can't go to the beach with kristen,

which means that
i won't get tan,

which means that
i'LL still be ugly and pale,

which means that
i won't look good in my easter and confirmation pictures!

OMG.
THATS TRAGIC.

i better go study (:

Sunday, March 18, 2007

4:15 PM

ok.

i absolutely love my trampoline.

gill calls it a TRAMPoline.

LOL.

anw, i just jumped on there for like

an hour.

it REALLY works ur abs and legs.

OH YEAH ..

im gonna have a hot bod (:

LOL.

have you ever realised that fat people seem to fate life?

i mean - hate.

i typed fate like 50 times for some reason.

anw, yeah.

back to the fat people.

they seem to hate life

idk why, but me and gill were talking about it today,

and its kind of true.

anw, DID I TELL YOU I LISTENED TO BEETHOVEN LAST NIGHT?

yes, i did listen to it.

beethoven is like my favorite now.

it really calms me down.

i put the CD in and listened to it until i fell asleep.

gill and her mom said it makes you smarter if you

listen to beethoven while you're sleeping.

i don't know if its true,

but i did it anyways.

so im smarter today than i was yesterday (:

daddy went back to sweden today.

OhMyGosh -

i won't see him until the summer.

thats like how many months?

march

april

may

june.

OMG. 4 MONTHS?

who's gonna stick up for me when my mom yells at me for no apparent reason?

AND - who's gonna fix all my stuff when it gets broken?

i wish i can go live with him in sweden.

im gonna teach myself how to speak swedish

so i can go and live with him.

im excited for this summer though,

im gonna go live with my dad ALL SUMMER,

and hes gonna take me to paris to try out my french skills (:

oh yeah (:

ca va?

comment t'apelles tu?

je m'appelle rachael (:

j'adore la paris

mai je destest et je naime pas la francais.

tres degoutant et cest difficile.

and we're gonna go on a cruise to amsterdam and germany

or smth like that.

so there will be LOTS OF PICS (:

ok. school tommorrow,

so theres nothing to look forward to.

and nothing exciting this week,

so its gonna be boring -

ohhh geez.

oh yeah!

soccer practice on wednesday with gill (:

ok. at least theres something to look forward to

oh yeah.

bryan said that hes getting a rose tattoo,

so most likely,

im gonna marry him.

unless theres a hotter guy with a rose tattoo.

LOL.

2:31 PM

SUNDAY -

WEATHER : FREEZING!

ok. the weather today is FREEZING.

seriously.

i hate cold days.

and whenever its cold outside,

my hair is always RETARDED -

no, not retarded. MENTALLY CAHALLENGED.

i was going to cry today cause my hair was being MENTALLY CHALLENGED

and i had to hurry up cause gill was on the way to my house.

WE WENT SKATING TODAY (:

i saw my coach there,

and she made me feel sooo bad about quitting.

c - coach. r- me

c: hey rachael! im glad you're back!

r: hey

c: i heard that you quit because you went back to singapore over the summer and you came back and couldn't land your jumps so you stopped.

r: yeah.

c: i've been meaning to call you and talk to u about that.

r: oh, yeah. im probably not going to figure skate anymore.

c: why?

r: idk. i just cant land my jumps and everything

c: nobody can land they're jumps after not skating for 8 mths.

r: oh

c: your legs get retired after not skating for so long.

r: yeah.

c: well, im gonna make sure you practice. im gonna call your mom and talk to her about it.

r: ok. bye

yeah.

i felt bad cause the way she said it,

it was like my fault.

IDK.

she said shes gonna call my mom.

but i dont think my mom wants me to skate either,

cause skating is like THE MOST EXPENSIVE SPORT IN THE WORLD

you have to get like 3 coaches,

and private ice time,

and freeskate time,

and public skate time,

and choreography,

and competition outfits.

it adds up.

AND- the rink is like half an hour from my house.

anw,

yeah. me and gill went skating today.

AND - I CAN STILL DO MY ONE-FOOT SCRATCH SPIN :)

yay. go me (:

gill called me at like 9.30 and woke me up.

that stupidass always calls me soo early in the morning and wake me up.

anw, i woke up and i was in a rlyrly bad mood

cause my hair was really bad and it wont go down.

and gill suddenly called and was like.

im outside ur house now.

so i had to like hurry up and get ready fast.

i just like put on mascara and eyeliner and ran out.

when we were at the rink,

there was this REALLY HOT SKATE GUARD.

hes new -

cause i dont remember him.

the whole time we were there,

we were like trying to catch his attention.

gill kept asking me to fall so that he can come and pick me up,

and we can flirt with him.

LOL.

so then we just skated and i saw the skate guard coming,

so i pushed gill and she fell.

BUT THEN THE SKATE GUARD SKATED RIGHT PASS HER!

i was like :0

it was like major OMFG.

so we were like,

theres only 2 possiblities :

1) we're not pretty enough for him

2) hes gay.

LOL.

i think hes gay,

cause gill is like really pretty.

ok. anw, im gonna go jump on my trampoline.

i'll blog somemore ltr on (:

Thursday, March 15, 2007

5:46 PM

skating depression.

OMG. im watching figure skating on ESPN now,

& its really making me DEPRESSED.

I WANNA GO BACK TO SKATING SOOOO BAD!

stupid singapore fucked up my skating.

im not gonna be humble,

but i was REALLY GOOD before i left.

i just got my loop down and i was working on my toe loop, and i could land my double salchow and do my spins perfect.

AND THEN, when i went to singapore,

i could'nt bring my skates there, and the rink was like freaking 29 hours away,

so i only got to go skate ONCE IN 3 MTHS.

i usually skate like 2 or 3 times a week and i only went ONCE IN THREE MONTHS !

when i went back to skate,

i kept falling,

and i got soo frustrated cause whenever u fall,

your're like falling from up high in the air and it hurts REALLY BAD.

so i just quit all together.

i wish i didnt give up soo fast.

REGRETSREGRETSREGRETS.

gill's taking me skating on sunday to gain back my 'confidence'.

i hope it works out

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