Sunday, December 17, 2006
1:21 PM
new skin, new song
DO YOU LOVE IT ?
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im sure you do.
i heard this song on the radio yesterday
and i was like.
OMG. this used to be my favorite song.
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anw, its sunday, december 17
7 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS!
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im excited!
but im not really in the christmas mood though,
not at all.
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it doesnt feel like christmas
even though i've been watching christmas movies
like nonstop this weekend.
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anw, me and mel have like
THE SUCKIEST LIVES EVER
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like sucky beyond sucky.
especially mine -
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i don't see how hers can be sucky, but mine is like
overwhelmingly sucky.
sometimes i just want to trade lives with somebody else,
and i always wonder what life will be like
if i were someone else.
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it will be at least better than mine.
cause i dont think my life could get any worse.
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hopefully this week will be at least 70 times
better than last week, becuase last week sucked!
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i went to bed at like 8.30 everyday because i
just wanted the day to end.
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want to hear about my tragic week?
firstly, my mom was throwing depressing remarks
at me (as usual) like
"ur so useless"
&
"you're not getting your christmas present"
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"even your brother is better than you"
&
"my friend said that if her daughter does this, she will punish her 10 times worse than how i punish you"
&
"your daddy is gonna check your room when he comes back"
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"you have to ride the bus tommorrow"
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"why are you so useless? simple things also cannot do"
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"when you change i'll be dead"
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and like 500 thousand other things.
if she doesnt try to put me down for 1 day,
it will be a miracle - SERIOUSLY
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and today shes hung over because she went for a party
last night and apparently got tipsy,
so now shes angry at me and my brother
for no reason.
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she told my brother to go out and run around our
backyard 50 times becuase he needs to excercise
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like WTFwtfwtfwtf
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and she keeps talking about karma
she said that my daughter will be 100 times worse
than me and she cant wait till she sees how my
daughter treats me.
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but i swear i'll be a good mom.
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i won't be angry at my daughter for no reason
just because im having a bad day,
i won't be gay and give my daughter freedom
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i'll give my daughter anything she wants,
i DEFENITELY wont say that shes useless,
me and my daughter are gonna be best friends
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i can swear on that.
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ok. secondly,
i found out that these group of juniors (sec 4s) in my school
have this bet to see who can stead with me first.
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like even more WTFs.
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thirdly, i have soo MANYmanymany assignments
to do.
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ok. im done whining.
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anw, i had another one of my weird dreams last night
.
i dreamnt that i called joanne and i was like. so how
are you and ivan.
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and then she was like."oh ivan? we broke up yesterday
now im steading with marcus"
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and then she sent me like all these pics of her
and some random marcus guy.
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LOL. it was funny :)
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ok. im gonna go finish reading my book. i have 2 days to finish it.
OMG. IM NEVER GONNA FINISH IT IN 2 DAYS!
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im really craving some icecream now.
some cold stone icecream.
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coldstone has like THE BEST icecream in the world
its better than ben and jerrys and hagen daz and everything else
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oh yeah. i have some ben and jerrys icecream sitting in my fridge
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maybe i'll just have some of that :)
