Monday, January 29, 2007
6:26 PM
HEY GUYS (:
sry, havnt been updating.
im not really in the mood now-a-days.
dik why. but yeah -
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anw, good news!
im asking reid to twirp tmr (:
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in case ur wondering what twirp is, its a formal dance
kind of like the opposite of homecoming.
like homecoming is when guys ask girls to the dance, but twirp is
when girls ask guys.
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T- the
W- woman
I- is
R- required to
P- pay
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yeah. its pretty stupid how they name it twirp,
and how they call us women, and how WE HAVE TO PAY!
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lol. but most of the time the girls don't pay.
we just ask the guys.
how can guys let us girls pay anyways ?
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anw, jessica thought that twirp means
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T- the
W- woman
I- is
R- retarded
P- idk what p is
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LOL. dumbass.
anw, yeah.
im asking reid to the dance tmr.
& i have to ask him infront of
gill, molly, bailey, kimberly, jesse, savanah, eva
and like 565412357 hundred thousand million gagillion other people
because i didnt go according to gill's plan
& didnt ask him out today, because i didnt think i was pretty today.
LOL
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so all of them got really gay and were like
"i'll ask him for you!"
"go ask him! go ask him!"
"theres reid! theres reid! go ask him!"
"rachael!rachael! THERES REID! ARE YOU GOING TO ASK HIM OR NOT?"
"omg. u need to go ask him NOW!"
"REID! RACHAEL NEEDS TO TELL YOU SMTH!"
making it TOTALLY OBVIOUS that im gonna ask him
and screaming at the top of their lungs,
so practically, the whole gym could hear them
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& molly and bailey even ran off and were going to tell him,
and i had to chase them down and pull them back. -.-
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& they started making a big deal out of it
asking me if i like him and if i'll go out with him
and everything.
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like, idk if i like him.
thats why im asking him to the dance so we can hangout
and i can see if i like him or not.
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but hes REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE!
i dont like like him, but i like him.
you knw what i mean?
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jess asked me if i have a picture of him, but i dont
but he looks like this -
dark brown hair
kinda tall-ish
kind of shy
skater-ish hair
tan
DIMPLES (:
SUPERDUPERCHAOJIBBQ PRETTY DEEP BLUE EYES (:
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omg. im soo excited!
and i dont even knw if he'll say yes or no.
so i better stop talking about him if not, he might
say no.
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anw, i already thought of how im gonna ask him.
im gonna be like "hey, are you going to twirp?"
and then he will say yes, because i asked gill to ask him
if hes going today and he said yes.
and then i'll be like "are you going with anybody?"
and then he'll say no, because gill asked him
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and then i'll be like.
"good. cause i think u should go with me"
and then give him a half smile. HAHA
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me and gill already planned everything out
when we were at the mall dress shopping on friday.
she said the same thing to matt too.
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anw, im obsessing too much about this,
but im soo excited! and nervous too -
omg. now i know how guys feel when they want
to ask a girl to a dance or whatever.
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its like SUPER NERVE WRECKING
it like fries my brain everytime i think about it.
i've never been rejected, and i've never asked a guy before.
OMG! what if he says no?
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im gonna freak out tmr -
i know i am.
& i have to ask him infront of all the stupid dumbasses
who will get all excited over it and make me even more
nervous.
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stupid me for thinking that im not pretty today.
if i asked him today, then i wont have to do it infront of
all those asses tmr.
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JUST SHOOT ME NOW!
IM SOO STUPID!
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omg. im soo fucking nervous.
oh-my-gosh!
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ok. nvm
anw, im on a 12 day diet for twirp.
i need to look my best and i need to get in shape
lose 10 pounds in 12 days?
thats possible for me (:
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unless my super weird metabolism starts being
stupid and not letting me lose weight when i want
to and making me lose weight when i dont want to.
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my stupid screwed up metab -
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sry that this whole post is filled with my ranting and
whining and complaining and freaking out -
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i'll let you guys know how it goes tmr.
OMG. PRAY THAT HE SAYS YES!
SUMMER SUNSHINE?
RACHAEL - dont forget that name, its gonna be famous someday.
its the perfection that i envy,
& the image that im chasing,
thats holding me back.
what if everything i told you were all lies?
basically,
im anything but ordinary.
i would totally marry any guy with a rose tattoo.
random, but true
because -
retail therapy, TLC,
people watching
fruit spritzers,
glossy magazines,
icecream,
white chocolate, movies,
Sweden! boys,
soccer, cars,
mighty 6!
coffee,
running,
SUMMER!
chai lattes, smores, singapore!
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