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Monday, July 09, 2007
2:26 AM


ahhh. im feeling terrible. no, scratch that ..
im feeling horribly terrifyingly terrible.

and my fucking mom keeps making me swallow pills.
and i CAN'T swallow pills. and she wont even make the effort to grind my pills
up into powder so its easier to swallow. and she fucking put it in water.
and thats the worst because once you put it in water, the fucking shit taste
comes out. and she keeps forcing me to swallow it.

so i had to like chew the pills. and she keeps making me eat.
and i feel like im gonna throw up. and my mom ruins everything cause
she doesnt even know how to take care of me.

and my dad does a wayyy better job even though he made me drink orange juice
and i kept throwing up.

and i miss my friends and my boyfriend.
and i wish jake were here right now to take care of me cause he will do a wayyy better job.
and i miss gill and skyler and i miss rachel and i miss molly and i miss jasmine and melissa
and jessica and joanne and eunice and everyone else
and i wanna goooo homee.

and im like crying right now cause my moms making me sooo fucking frustrated.

and my fucking brother keeps shooting the fucking gun which is giving
me the worst headache and im about to go crazy. and im freezing my ass off.
and my mom needs to stop yelling at me and making me swallow pills.

ahhhhhhhhhhh. helpp?
i need a hug



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