Sunday, August 05, 2007
2:39 PM
leaving in FOURRR DAYS.
do i wanna leave?
god. no.
i've made it pretty obvious havnt i.
well, i've BEEN excited to go back to the states to
see my boyfriend and gill and skyler,
but now, im thinking twice about it.
me and jake are having like multiple off days in a row,
and its kind of pissing me off.
he keeps giving me a hard time about EVERYTHING.
and sometimes, i just wanna give it up.
but now, when im 4 days away from reuniting with him,
its not exactly the smartest thing to do.
and if i did,
skylers gonna be taken away from me,
then who will i have to rant to?
ook.
the stupid stuff aside.
i went skinny dipping with kristian yesterday at the harbor.
we walked forever trying to find a dock that didnt have like
hugeass spot lights beaming onto it,
and that didnt have any people near it.
in the end we just went to the nearest one,
even though there was like a family standing there.
and we were like 1.2.3,
and we stripped naked.
lol.
it was FREEZING.
i wasnt even gonna get into the water but he pushed me in.
omg. my boobs were numb.
they were like icecubes.
as soon as we jumped into the ocean,
we climbed back up and ran to get our towels.
it was sooo freaking cold.
& i flashed like 9348239482309482 people.
lol. and i showed him my boobs.
dsiofunsdoifunsoidnfsodinfsodifmsdf
kinda fun i guess?
but i didnt dare to look at anything.
dookys(u know what i mean) freak me out.
hahhaa.
and we ALMOST kissed .. again.
this is complicated.
i wanna kiss him but i dont.
u know what i mean?
probably not cause im not making any sense ..
alright.
im gonna go take a shower,
and plans for tomorrow, are -
shopping with maine,
and then stippes with kristian?
ook. thanks bye
SUMMER SUNSHINE?
RACHAEL - dont forget that name, its gonna be famous someday.
its the perfection that i envy,
& the image that im chasing,
thats holding me back.
what if everything i told you were all lies?
basically,
im anything but ordinary.
i would totally marry any guy with a rose tattoo.
random, but true
because -
retail therapy, TLC,
people watching
fruit spritzers,
glossy magazines,
icecream,
white chocolate, movies,
Sweden! boys,
soccer, cars,
mighty 6!
coffee,
running,
SUMMER!
chai lattes, smores, singapore!
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