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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
overdrive
6:57 PM


does hard work really pay off?















god, it better in my case.
i've been working soooo hard.
pulling up my grades and all.















i've thrown myself into overdrive.












so far, my grades have been going up,
but i still havn't gotten my cell back.



I've even started running.
did 1 1/2 miles today.







plan to get up to 5 miles by new years.










but who cares about all that boring stuff?
no one even bothers to notice the work i've been putting in trying to get my life together by new years.











my friends are still being gay.
but its really not my fault.
blame it on my stupid boyfriend ..








hell,
maybe i shouldn't even try getting everything in place.




















im gonna be packing my stuff into stupid brown boxes again,
and moving my ass over to austin, texas.














Texans don't even like carolina girls.

































sometimes i just wish my parents could understand what it feels like to move.







just packing up and leaving everything that you've been used to,
every person thats been in your life for the last couple of years.












having to start from ground zero again.











its hard.
and its never gonna get any easier.















no one ever thinks about why i keep rebelling.











maybe its because i hate it?
maybe its because i don't wanna leave everything behind for the 5th time in my life?







maybe its because i've barely gotten used to carolina,
and you're about to yank me away from the closest things i have to friends.





















i hate my life right now.
i really do.


















i wouldnt care as much about the material stuff if i actually had people that i could care about.


the only reason why im so materialistic is because wherever i go,
i'll always have my stuff.








im not spoiled.














they just owe me.




















afterall,
my hearts still in singapore.













thats what they owe me.



friends,
family,

















people who love me .













if only they could understand.


xoxo,
rach

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