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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
11:43 PM


Im in Texas right now!

Yesyes, i left Greensboro on the 16th, & it took us about 21 hours to drive down here. We drove for like 9 hours, & stopped at Nashville, Tennessee (is that how you spell it?) for a night, & continued driving till we got to Austin late Friday night.

& since i left, I've been glued to my cell, & like attached by the hip to my laptop, talking to all my friends like i haven't talked to them in years.
I HATE GOODBYES. It really sucks.

Looking back,
Greensboro isn't so shitty afterall ..

Its back to the old saying - "You never know what you have 'til you lose it"?
Its been proven to me time & again.

Just like how i used to hate Singapore, & how i absolutely hated Greensboro when i lived there?
Its sad, really.
Its time i started appreciating things & not whining & complaining about every little minute thing.

Well, im still like super depressed over leaving.
Not depressed enough to guilt my parents into letting me fly back to spend the rest of the summer in Greensboro though.

Afterall, i've only been here for 4 days?

I miss Greensboro already!
(notice i'm starting to call it GREENSboro instead of SHITSboro?)
The last week before i left was absolutely perfecttt!
My going away party, me & stacey's train trip, & the party that ryan threw for meeee!

Ahhh. I miss my friends!

Thats probably the hardest part of moving. If i had no friends, it'll probably be really easy to move. But the fact that i left my friends, & that i have to start all over again, & knowing that i have no friends & no life now, just makes it that much harder.

I cried for like 2 hours in the car, as soon as we passed the - "You are now leaving the City of Greensboro." sign.

Ugh.


Well, i'll get over it eventually.
I always do.

& the good news is ..
I've decided to start blogging again!

Not immediately, bc im in the midst of unpacking, & its pratically box city here with boxes everywhere.

But after i have a couple of them cleared away, i'll post pictures of the last couple of weeks, & fill you guys in about my awesomeeeee party!

& my Seth Cohen!
(you'll get it whenever i blog about it.)

But until then, just hope that i make awesome friends & get my life back as soon as possible! Because i feel like a total loserrrrrr now.



SUMMER SUNSHINE?
RACHAEL - dont forget that name, its gonna be famous someday.
its the perfection that i envy,
& the image that im chasing,
thats holding me back.

what if everything i told you were all lies?

basically, im anything but ordinary.

i would totally marry any guy with a rose tattoo.
random, but true

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